Kingdom of Knuffel

Lol, my mom is also going through menopause and I did notice she is even easier to set off then usual. She's always been insecure and oversensitive, but damn it, I said a common expression and she had a total problem with that for some reason x.x That was just one example.

Maybe that's why I try not to call my mom. Last few times our phone calls ended up in us arguing x.x
I shall feel less guilty about it, I'm trying to protect my mental health, and as you have similar experiences, obviously, I'm not alone in this x.x

Oh, Ash got a raise! *confetti rain* They want him for longer and he renegotiated his salary, so it's awesome. He'll have to start his own economic activity thou. Anyways, he mentioned again that he's thinking about renting an apartment and live with his younger sister for a while, so she could rest from her dad and his lady and her daughters. And I'm like "what about me???? ;>_>" and he said that it would be a good opportunity for us to go back to the phase of dating. And confessed that he feels he has been forced into living together (not by me, but by his situation back then and now). But still, I don't want him to move out x.x I feel like he's punishing me for something, although I know he isn't.
Plus, he won't really save any money that way.... so again I'll be the only one saving... which is not cool.

Yeah, it's a sad confetti rain, really. What an oxymoron x.x The hardest part with discussion is that Ash is not a person who likes to discuss stuff... But he disclosed the idea to his step-dad and allegedly said it would be his life's failure if Ash did that so... On the other hand, it would be better for their current situation. Even if I'm not too happy about it ;/ I guess we'll see.

That would be nice ;>_>


He's out with his friends. It's 20 minutes before 1 am. I wonder if I should call him...

I didn't. I just made the bed and waited until he came back. Or more like until he sent me a text that he was on his way home. I was super tired but somehow knew I wouldn't sleep anyway, so I waited till he came up.

Oh, ouch!