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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 11th, '16, 21:55
by Moi
I love being in America where if you're not rich or famous, you're not worth shit.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 11th, '16, 22:26
by mercu
how can i tell anyone about this, when i can't define it?
my head is scrambled into pieces, bits are fading in and out.
but how do i describe it? i can't. it's always at my fingertips, but sliding just so out of reach.
i'm not fine, i'm not good, i'm not okay, but if not then what am i? what is it that's wrong with me? i don't know. i can't describe it. i can't.
and it's so frustrating.
i remember when i wanted to be unique, now i just want to be fucking normal.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 14th, '16, 18:35
by Moi
I hate when people tell me "Get off your ass and do something around here!"
Because, you know, I'm on my ass ALL DAY.
Everything just happens on its own.
Dinner makes itself, dishes wash themselves, my sister bathes herself, the dogs and cat feed themselves, the house cleans itself.
You know, everything happens on its own while I sit on my ass.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 14th, '16, 18:56
by jacobgrey
Day one: I'm a week ahead on my earnings, I'll relax and do some work that might generate pay in the future.
Day two: OH GOD I HAVE NO INCOME I will never have money again time to panic and take on low-paid work
Day three: Oh well I did so much work I'm a week ahead on earnings, time to relax
^ how freelancing feels sometimes
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '16, 20:22
by mercu
redefining and relearning yourself is hard
but i'm growing into it.
i feel like i'm making progress.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 24th, '16, 18:14
by hanelle
...i dont think there's anything that will fix me. Im always going to be useless. And...I honestly dont think thats that bad.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 24th, '16, 19:43
by jacobgrey
I'm so sick of trusting you and having you let me down. Most of all I hate having to be hard on you to try to get you to understand. I just don't know what else to do anymore.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 28th, '16, 23:34
by Mindy
Depress, want to kill sometimes (or just lots of pain)
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 31st, '16, 11:02
by Alith Anar
I've not had a sale on Etsy in weeks... And now I just can't be bothered to try and work on new things seeing as the things I have made aren't selling... But I need my work to sell just to help look after my daughter... This is all I have as I have no life outside of looking after the little one and making the occasional thing to try and sell... :( Not sure what I should do anymore... -_-
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 1st, '16, 21:33
by amalath
I love you. But sometimes I wish you'd just go away. You hurt me so much, I just don't know how to pick myself up anymore.