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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Aug 29th, '16, 20:27
by Plaguemouse
Im banned from drinking but I keep doing it. I need it. I may be becoming an alcoholic, but at least when I have liquor Im not miserable and don't want to kill myself.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Aug 31st, '16, 07:34
by Sunlight
I just want to be a hermit again.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 1st, '16, 11:38
by Fire
This song hits a little too close to home. It fits me perfectly.
I'm afraid that no matter how hard I push, I will never be the girl I was, the girl I always wanted to be, because she's gone.
She was brave, fearless, taking names and not taking any shit.
She was smart and adventurous and confident and ki d and she loved with all her heart without fear.
I want her back so bad.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 1st, '16, 11:51
by jacobgrey
I just want one day pain-free. One day when I'm not scared to go out on my own in case I don't have the strength to get back. One day where I can say, yes, I'll go to this event on my own and have a good time, and I won't be too tired to speak to anyone.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 2nd, '16, 03:12
by Plaguemouse
I drank again. An acquaintance 3x my age came over to my house while I was alone and drunk and gave me more until I was blackout, and he took advantage of me.
I feel wrecked.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 2nd, '16, 09:57
by Sunlight
I just want to crawl into a corner and cry. And the dumbest thing is I don't even have a reason why.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 9th, '16, 11:19
by Kimiko
I don't really want to go to this wedding today, but I need to get out of the house...
I have so much work to still do but I really can't be bothered with any of it...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 9th, '16, 11:25
by jacobgrey
Having to choose again between socialising and having fun, or being relatively pain-free and safe. Feel like I'm letting everyone down if I stay home but the only thing I want to do is stay safe and looked after by my boyfriend. Wondering how I will cope with the work I have lined up if I can't make it to a simple night out.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 11th, '16, 12:41
by Kimiko
So glad I've finally got that commission finished... Only 2 weeks late with more to do...
Looks like my little one has picked up a cold from the wedding I didn't want to go to and I'll likely get ill too knowing my crappy immune system...
I wish I had more motivation right now as I need the money of the orders I'm having to turn away right now... But because I can't guarantee that I can get them made and shipped out in time for Halloween I can't take them and my other items don't sell as well... :(
I feel like a failure...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 12th, '16, 17:57
by RockinSia
I attempted suicide near the beginning of this year. I haven't told any of my friends (or extended family) about it. I was thinking at first that I should... But I'm not so sure anymore.
I know it was a horrible thing to try. I'm still ashamed. Considering it's been 4 years since the first time I was hospitalized for suicidality, and I hadn't tried anything to that extent before it could be worse.
It's always so much easier to console, empathize and give advice to others than myself.