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Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 1st, '12, 03:07
by Suugar-Fiend
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I don't think giving it up is the answer
as you've seen
nor should you have to
God, as far as i know, doesn't want anything out of you
He expects you to do good because you want to do good
not because you fear the whip
It's quite alright
One cannot help herself when thoughts like this are
hanging over us
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Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 1st, '12, 03:10
by Moi
I told Soleil I feel like a dog pissing on the carpet and I keep being hit with a newspaper.
That's exactly what it feels like every time I smile or laugh or enjoy something.
"Don't do that! That's wrong! You're wrong!"
This happened a year ago too.
The same exact anxiety.
And I forced it away.
But this time it was stronger, or I was weak.
Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 01:49
by Suugar-Fiend
M o i wrote:
"I believe that only really rotten people go to hell.
Like that couple that cut their children's heads off.
Or the people that claimed to kill their children in God's name.
Or rapists and murderers who feel no remorse.
I believe that being gay is not a sin.
I believe that anime, manga, art, games, music, tv, writing, reading, drawing are not sin."
Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 02:16
by Moi
Yeah, my dad keeps telling me I'm wasting my life worrying.
And I do want to believe everyone.
I talked to a stranger today about my problem.
He said I'm okay to pursue my passions and interests.
God doesn't want me to give them up.
But it won't sink in. It just hits my brain and bounces off.
I even talked to my uncle again and he said:
God loves you for WHO you are. I have hobbies and enjoy music and many other things.
And an old friend who said:
You dont have to feel that way! God gave you the gift to write and you shouldnt stop.
And yet another friend who is GAY:
Well it's just a deciding factor that you need to make....... If you want to believe liked that then you shouldn't feel bad. But I think your right about screwing your mind up. That's who you are Ashley and you enjoy those things. As your friend I'm telling you there is nothing wrong with that. That stuff is not going to factor where you spend your eternity......
The stranger:
you don't have to give up your passions. if thats what you love do it embrace them, but also embrace your religion.
I just want to enjoy my hobbies AND God.
But my brain is like "No Ashley, that's IMPOSSIBLE!"
Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 02:40
by Suugar-Fiend
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Even your crazed uncle said to be happy
If you don't believe all this people
i don't know what else to tell you dove
that hasn't already been said before
On another note
I LOVE this new blue
so calming C:, i've never been able to use the frost set
as well as now
i also really like your avatar, wearing my favorite combination
with midnight
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Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 02:52
by Moi
People keep saying "Who told you it's sin?"
"Who said manga is wrong?"
"Who said"
"Who said"
And no one is SAYING it.
It's my own brain doing it.
It's seriously like a dog and a newspaper.
Me: I love anime!
Brain: No, it's wrong! -hit-
I don't think anyone can help me, to be honest.
Everyone is trying so hard to.
I'm doing this to myself.
I'm a skeptical person, so I have trouble using faith and beliefs.
Which is what Aki told me. He said I'm "too smart for religion".
I do believe there is a God and Jesus.
But having faith in things is a big issue.
I wish there was a surgery to fix my brain.
Thank you.
I rarely use the frost set.
We should have more frosty items :D
Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 02:54
by ladyceres
I told you to embrace your hobbies and I believe in God.
And if I go to hell cause of that a lot of people will also be there.
But I believe if you make something an idol and just disregard God then it's bad.
You're not watching anime or reading manga 24/7? (Even if you are it's not really an issue..)
I wrote this down for you:
God forgives you the first time you pray/When you're ineffective with life than satan's winning the battle.
Guilt = False Guilt = Situations beyond your control = certain people dying for example wasn't your fault. (I used that as an example)
Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 02:58
by Suugar-Fiend
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Frostyyyyyyyyyyyy the snnnnnowwwwww mannn
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I love that this month set is water based
i need some calm tranquility in my life
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Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 03:06
by Moi
My usual days were me waking up, talking to you guys on KofK, watching some videos on Youtube, reading some manga, watching some anime, drawing, writing, eating, talking to my mom, bedtime.
And I was honestly happy.
I admit I could have spent less time on the computer, and I started getting off more.
Then this anxiety hit and I just can't do any of it anymore without guilt.
And since it is guilt, I kind of figure it's my conscience...which scares me.
I ask daily "God forgive me from the sins I've committed and sins I'll still commit. Forgive me if I'm wrong."
But it feel so generic and like it doesn't reach God.
I feel regret in my heart for doing bad.
But I've always tried to be a good girl so I don't get punished.
Angel: I already got my sign - Libra xD
Re: • • L i g h t ♱ S o c i e t y • •
Posted: Feb 2nd, '12, 03:10
by Suugar-Fiend
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>D>
Yeah Rub it in
*pouts*
Come on Firn,
A LEO set xD
The best Zodiac sign ever E-V-E-R.
enough said.
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