Kingdom of Knuffel

Six and a half years. And you never once seemed to have a problem with me. But now? I hope karma is at least somewhat kind to you. Bringing my health issues into things was a low blow that I would've expected from my own mother, but not you.

I'm so damn tired. I just want to quit. but at the same time, I feel like I'd be letting you down or that you'd scold me for it.

Pretty sure this is our last Valentine's Day as a couple.

Telling the truth would end me.

I think I'm still in love with you

i wish my 'quarter life crises' actually spurred me to action but instead i feel stupid and useless and depressed...

I wish I could communicate how I'm feeling more effectively to you, but it was dismissed/ not taken into account last time I tried. Everything seems fine on the surface, but various things are getting to me when I'm alone with my thoughts.