I just don't like my name. It has always made me feel week and shy and I hate it, I've always felt embarrassed about having to introduce myself mainly because I hate my name and Ialways felt people wil laugh at me for having it. You can't shorten it to anything. It doesn't sound nice, more like it's edgy af.
I actually just thought about switching my first and middle names, that's about it. I can't really think of a name I'd rather have, everything sounds too pretensional or stupid or just not like me at all. So I'm considering my middle name, because it's always been there, I've always had this longing towards that normal, shorter, nicer name I have had hidden and anytime people would find out I had that as my middle name they'de be like "oh, really? o.o"... as if they meant "well, that sounds way better than your first name, but I won't say that..."
But Ash doesn't like both of them, although I think my middle name is far better than my first name. At least you can shorten it and it has a nice sound to it.
Ash would like to change his last name from his father's to his mother's maiden name. I can't blame him, his father is a dick. Although I'm pretty sure his grandfather was also a major one so... *shrugs*
@Feb: We have this Thai/Chinese restaurant nearby, an we always order the same dish, because it's so delicious x.x Although I like another one even more (so silky in the mouth!) but it's too big of a portion and I can't handle it myself. Last time we ordered it to share, but only because bf wasn't that hungry.
So yeah, I stained my pajama bottoms this morning while having a dream of checking in to a hospital for birth, but I was actually getting my period early... yay. And I was so proud of not having any leaks for.... well, a long time. And then I stained white panties I liked

KMN plz
That's a perfect entry for a vlog, trololololo

My life: so much interesting. Very excitement. #doge