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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 13th, '22, 04:34
by Carrot Cake
I am having doubts about getting married
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Apr 8th, '23, 09:26
by CycloneKira
I've been entertaining the idea of suicide for a couple of weeks now. It's getting really hard to believe I will be able to get out of my parents' house and live on my own, let alone be with the person I love, ad every time there's a fight or disagreement or even a discussion, the feeling gets worse. If I fail an exam, I'll have to spend an entire year waiting to write it again. Just hoping the result comes through in my favor.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Sep 12th, '23, 13:41
by chuunibyou
ambition hurts me because disappointment breaks my heart. but lack of ambition depresses me because not having anything to look forward to breaks my heart.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 21st, '23, 09:37
by Ziraous
It's been almost 5 years since Nana passed an I'm still in denial. I feel I shouldn't be, but my therapist says everyone heals different. I'm tired of being sad and not able to call her for advice. It honestly feels like nothing is good enough to make me truly happy like I was when she was alive. I feel bad for my husband because he tries so so hard to make me happy, but I'm just sad 90% of the time and lonely. I worry that for the rest of my life nothing will ever be good enough for me again. Good enough as in just life. I never cared about wanting material things and now its all I want and I'm never sastified with what I get. I always want more. I didn't use to be like that and I don't want to be like that, but here I am.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Oct 25th, '23, 11:59
by chuunibyou
Why do I procrastinate to the point of stressing myself out? It's not healthy, and yet I don't have the motivation to do anything.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Nov 1st, '23, 06:34
by Rehgai
I feel bad for having posted so much today, but been slacking during the event!!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 14th, '23, 23:29
by wolfcat87
I've been constantly betrayed and mistreated by family my whole life. It makes me feel empty and like life is pointless.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 23rd, '23, 11:29
by AutobotDen
TW: Medical, amputation, drug (tobacco cigarette) use under the spoiler.
Dad came home on Thursday (the 21st) after roughly two weeks in the hospital
Spoiler
because his foot wasn't healing the way the doctor had hoped. He had a debridement done on his foot, and this was the last-ditch effort to save what he has left. If that still doesn't help (I strongly suspect it won't), he'll have to have a below-the-knee amputation.
Fucker keeps smoking the way he's been, so of course it's not helping things heal. I also found out that he's been skipping lunch. WHICH ALSO DOESN'T HELP. He also just sits in his recliner most of the day, doesn't even get up and walk around the way the physical therapist said he needed to do. He also doesn't even follow a diabetic diet, snacking on crap like potato chips...
I swear, this absolute fucking manchild...
I want to scream.
TL;DR: Dad's home, and being stupid with his health still.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 24th, '23, 14:58
by chuunibyou
Sometimes I wonder whether I'm fit for this world. I know I'm not the only one who struggles, but I'm also quite a lonely person now.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 20th, '24, 11:02
by AutobotDen
there're times when I just absolutely want to lose my shit on Dad. I'm so fucking tired of the stress and uncertainty and his bullshit attitude and refusal to even try to quit smoking...