Kingdom of Knuffel

I am your boyfriends I rather snack than eat whole foods, but I'm also too lazy to make myself something. I'm working on forcing my fat ass up to the kitchen ;>_>
My bf on the other hand could eat almost non stop - and the bastard doesn't gain unhealthy weight But that's because he tries to work out regularly as well.

And now I'm stressed because I have to go for a job interview in about 2,5 hours and I felt nauseaous, but forced myself to eat a banana.... now I'm even more nauseaous F*** me I hate bananas
And I don't want to go out. Meh and Blah.

Oh wow mem, I hope you feel better now and best of luck with your job interview!

February, I am like that as well xD Could eat all the time actually >.< Not good for my health.
That + exams + term papers... = Julia gained weight ._. I feel terrible and ugly and fat now. Not too much, sure, but I hate myself ._. Why can't I stop eating when I notice that was enough and it would be better for my weight to stop?

Btw, started packing a few things.

Aw mem, goodluck on your job interview!

I got my tattoo touched up today! i didn't like the shading on the colors so went ahead and got the colors retouched~

Awesome! How many tattoos do you have?
I did that with my first one as well :)

I have 2! ^^ one on my wrist and this one is on my lower leg near my ankle~

Okay, I didn't shine with awesomeness on that interview, nor did I shine with brilliance ... Anyways it's till not a job I'd want, but hey, desperate. I kinda think the guy saw I'm not appropriate, he asked me this stupid question: What do you see yourself doing in five years? I said home, translating, then he asked why I applied, I said the translation bits got me feeling like maybe (of course knowing it's not a translator position) and he got stuck on that and kept asking me if I'm sure I want that job because it's not translation and he doesn't want to stand between my dream job and me (I? /confused AF RN) and then I think he tried to convince me subcinsciously... Or it's my imagination, idk.

wth is wrong with employers? I apply for translator, they pay attention to the other shit I did in the previous job, but not to the fact it was MAINLY a translator's job. When I apply to assistant and tell them it was mainly translations and I would like to keep going that way, they tell me to apply to translation companies and ask me why did I even apply. Except you dudes don't know that THEY DON'T WANT ME, maybe as a trainee, for fucking free. No, thanks. Translation companies either have what they need or they want you to work for free and then bye bye sucker.
I'm so mad, I just feel frustrated and bummed out and everybody just tells me what to do without knowing shit about how it is in reality. *exasperated sigh*

I'm fucking going to start to freelance and I'll have no custmers and hmpffft *angry Jigglypuff mode*


*has no tattoos* *would have no idea or cheesy ideas for tattoos* *dislikes the needle idea*

Oh no mem, I am sorry to hear that it was so frustrating!
I hope all the other job interviews will be better!
Translating is difficult, why would he not accept you for the job?? People can learn...

I ordered shoes, 2 pairs, one for hiking and one for work. Those for work do not fit :( But the hiking shoes are awesome!

I'll be happy if he doesn't accept me, it's not a job for me, it's for a more outgoing and self-confident person.

Aw, too bad the work shoes don't fit, but at least you got the hiking ones! *confetti rain*

I totally forgot to post here, oops!

Aw i'm sorry to hear mem!

Meh, it's okay.