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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 2nd, '10, 04:24
by Carter
I just want to be loved...

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 2nd, '10, 06:23
by Rehgai
I feel like I don't just believe in the Christian God, but in multible gods. Yet, I feel so deeply connected with them, it's errie. And, I believe that they lead my life and help me make decisions.

Why? Because odd things have always happened with previous relationships to the point where the other thought I was lying and didn't want to date them(like, 3 phone calls at work on the day I was going to a concert, making me stay late, and not a single party showing up), until my current boyfriend- everything just works out perfectly (waiting in the single rider lane, and we got to sit together still).

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 2nd, '10, 06:32
by Rehgai
I feel like I could cry whenever anyone compliments me.

It feels like they are lying.

I don't want to be lied to.

I rather you just yell at me, then lie to my face....

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 3rd, '10, 16:33
by Ha Ru
So my bestfriend stole my exbf.. before this when i was still with him, the 3 of us were always and everywhere together cuz they both know eachother from long time ago.. cuz he was/is her exbf friend... so i told i should be with him so we 4 hang out .. my bets friend and her bf, i and my exbf... but she broke up with him (he broke up with her) so we started to hangout just 3 instead of 4... anyway we broke up ... and after this they both get in a relationship ~damn~ it was okay for me for about 1 month.. but after that she send me some messages from his phone... that was rude.. and after that she told all of my friends what she did (at 1st i didnt knew it was her instead of him.. by sending me messages) and when i found out i didnt talked with her.. everyone was asking .. why?! from what had u both argued?! and she says "we just fight about something.." but this isnt true .. is like she wanted to fight because of this for a long time.. but some days ago was her bday "18th" so... i havent been at her bday .. she lives near me but i wasnt there and never will be for her... and the night before her bday i was thinking about painting her in white saying "you are a bi*ch" but i forgot to wake up after a hour so i didnt paint the car ~ after that .. at her bday was my ex.. so i thought (since i made him jealous about a guy.. when we were still together) that i should bring him on the party and see if he still care at me...
i still think he is with her because he want to make me jealous... uh

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 4th, '10, 05:34
by bluejay2000
Sigh... Where do I begin?
Let's see... Oh, right, the bitches (excuse the language) who ruined my school life.
they used me the whole year, and my mom still thinks that they are my friends, but really, they aren't. I'm afraid to tell her, because I've gotten into a LOT of trouble already. (That she knows about.)
I'm afraid of her thinking that I'm a non-trustworthy person...
I'm so SCARED.

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 13th, '10, 01:27
by Rain Moonstone
Just reminding everyone that quoting or replying to other peoples messages in here is forbidden... Thank you all very much ^_^

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 13th, '10, 01:35
by KillBurnEX
DO NOT REPLY TO OTHER PEOPLES POSTS!!!! *STARTS GETTING ANGRY (HULK MODE XD )*


Quoting someone is not forbidden, only replying to someone.
And by replying I think she dosent mean any kind of replying, rather, when you start discussing about the other persons problems.
^ take this as a "reminder" to yourself ^^

I got most of my problems fixed ever since the last post..I guess(?)
But right now only thing that is my secret is my lack of care towards anything and everyone, I just dont, dont feel a thing as I say this or that thing or I get told something sweet or caring.
Been like this before and I hate it, usualy just makes people around me miserable.

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 14th, '10, 08:09
by Rehgai
I sometimes wish my mother would just die, so I will feel something more than disgust at her addictive lifestyle... but I know I will hate myself for thinking that when she dies.

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 15th, '10, 21:08
by Ha Ru
I...I becomed obsessed of a guy because he is ignoring me.

Re: Dirty Little Secrets...

Posted: Sep 15th, '10, 23:56
by Moi

It's annoying to think that even if you mistreat me, I won't stop loving you.