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honestly i dont get triggered, i always have feelings lol but im just used to putting tw because of tumblr, i talk about a lot on tumblr and also i dated someone who got triggered very easily by a multitude of things so i always put tw about serious subjects
thanks a lot guys, it happened when i was wayyy younger, but by a family member, a cousin which is even worse but. you know what its never seriously seriously affected me, i would be crazy to say it did nothing but. but im okay, my depression doesnt stem from that lol i was miserable before that event in my life. :P if anything it just fuels my need for consent and need for educating people on consent and everything involving that but. its not like its hard to talk about, but i appreciate all your kind words, even mir who im not sure if weve ever met before. (x thanks for the hugs ~
but i very much agree that kind of stuff CANNOT BE romanticized, and i didnt read too far back so idk what you all were talking about but i know me and errisa have talked about 50 shades of grey and how thats fucked up and giving the CoMPLETE wrong message about bdsm and consent and trust.
but no dont be sorry, im not upset, i mean thinkin about it maybe i had a couple tears there but trust me, i know you dont really know me, i literally cry about everything. (x and none of you brought that on, i did not have to share my past, like i dont think i actually have about that on kofk before. im not sure why i decided to bring it up now but. idk i just did, it felt right, and i did it and i dont regret it. :P but talking about it doesnt make me feel so awful, its seeing or reading situations like that that realllllly affect me
i dont know if you guys have seen kill bill but i watched that with someone recently and it upset me so much, just because i didnt know it was coming and it caught me off guard and i was so upset it was sooo intense and just. i was actually talking about that with myfriend today but yeah i was crying like nuts and i remember watching some crazy tv show with my friends, where something super intense happened like that, and i was sobbing i mean just a mess. im good now but yeah if i were to read or see those kinds of things, they get me.
and its fine i dont mind it. i really dont, i live to feel, to experience. even the fucked up shit. and obviously i dont want that to happen to me or anyone else again but . anyways what im trying to say is dont worry about me im okay xD but i appreciate your words. i wasnt trying to .. get comfort by posting what i did , basically i didnt even think
i just took ambien a bit ago so that may possibly be why although i dont think its quite hit me yet. :P
that was a wall of text wher ei dont even know if i explained everything i meant to LOL
anyways nice to meet you mir, sorry its on depressing terms, i know you referred to me as vee later in your post, feel free to call me vee <3 that be me round these parts :P
and i second errisas request for a selfie. btw i already said this errisa but goddd youre GORGEOUS ahhhhhh i dont even know if i should meet up with you ill just blushuu at your good looks
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