I want someone to hand me a job.. i suck at job hunting (started looking at 16, gave up when mom needed me to stay home with her when she was 24) ._.

I was the person who even got fired from volunteer positions that people stuck me in for work experience. Finally I locked up with panic in front of the social worker, and she put me on the don't need to work list.

I got an interview to be a dishwasher on friday.. hope i get the part-time job...

Wish i could work full time but with my feet the way they are and my social anxieties, i'm gonna be pushing it as it is as a dishwasher.. my back as well will probably break too x-x


my one aunt will be here tomorrow

Not if my feet break on me xD

My feet, knee and back are why I'm asking for part time. That and it's just until I can get onto SSI (or get that funeral home job >:D)

They'd break down on me too ._. no munz for repairs

Get used to it. Heh. I was away from the market over the holidays, and I totally forgot how to interact with people without being scared.

ono i been having panic attacks since yesterday... this interview is freakin me out


so my vacuum that i bought back in 2020... it broke..
the strings that come up from a fraying carpet, they got wrapped around the brush and it sawed the brush into two...
THEN because the brush was broken, the belt wasn't workin right and it melted the part of brush that it was touching.. =/



THEN THEN!!!
My aunt Cindy was cleaning the bathroom while Denise and I did the kitchen and living room (Minus dishes).. Cindy also decided my trash can needed washed out.. well after she washed it, she saw the tub wasn't draining (THIS IS WHY TRASHCANS GET WASHED OUTSIDE IN THE SUMMER WITH GARDEN HOSES! which I can't do thus never getting washed)

Well.. we go out to drop my vacuum off at the repair shop (they WERE suppose to pay for it, but it won't be done until maybe next week.. we THINK the warrenty is still intact so if i have to pay anything, it'd be for the belt)
After the repair shop, we went to dollar general.

They got cleaning supplies, got me a new clothes basket, a tall one that fits in my bathroom! o3o And they got me a NEW trashcan!!! with a lid where you have to step on a pedal to get the lid to lift! (so cats aren't tempted by what's inside) I might put weights on the bottom of it so if Sebas can still smell stuff in there, he can't knock it over. =/

Well back to the tub, Cindy uses 2 treatments of draino on the tub.. and she's freaking out because it's not draining! She wanted me to get the maint man, but i had to point out that i was still waiting for my fridge to be fixed AND for a new AC and it took them over 4-5 years to get my counter top fixed.. then she was thinking of calling a plumber tomorrow!!!

Well they leave (finaly) and i'm here googling ways to unclog a drain. Snaking it was a thing. Mom and I have this straightened wire hanger we used to unclog vacuum hoses. I poke that down the drain but didn't get far at all.. metal hit metal..

I pulled back, stared at the drain thinking "no way it turns that soon"... then I see my scrunchy loofa ball thingies hanging off the spout. I push them aside to check the tab that stops the water from draining so one can take a bath.... it was up... the thing was in BATH MODE!

x'D I nearly fell over laughing... like anime style fall over laughing. x'D