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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 19th, '10, 03:41 |
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Kintheri
Joined: Jan 23rd, '10, 20:09
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Website: http://chibiwaffle.tumblr.com
Location: Over there
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I'm afraid. They were in an accident and they're keeping her in a coma, and they're gonna try and do some kind of surgery to relieve the pressure in her brain but it's not looking good.
I'm scared I won't ever see her again.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 22nd, '10, 01:10 |
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Errisa
Joined: May 1st, '10, 02:24
Posts: 4693
Hugs: 44765
Mood: hugs please <3
Location: Canada
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No one has ever told me they love me. (including family)
and sometimes I think no one ever will.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 24th, '10, 04:47 |
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bluejay2000
Joined: Aug 14th, '10, 08:50
Posts: 470
Hugs: 25384
Mood: La la la~
Website: http://omeletmusic.blogspot.com
Location: Stuck inside a helium balloon.
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I always think about what will happen if my mom dies, since me and my little brother will be the next generation in this country (U.S.A.)...
My brother is autistic, so if I get married, it will be hard to take care of him, and I din't want to send him to a group home or anything...
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 24th, '10, 04:59 |
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violethearts97
Joined: Dec 17th, '09, 02:14
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 24th, '10, 05:32 |
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Kaiamond
Joined: Mar 1st, '09, 16:11
Posts: 864
Hugs: 96760
Mood: Enjoying the promotion still!
Location: At work, of course! *dead*
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I've been deeply depressed for the past month or so, to the point of having breakdowns, which has been caused by friends and family. At this point, I actually have no real friends anymore, except online, and of course everyone says that they're not "real" friends because we haven't exactly met, or go hang out or whatever. But lately even my online friends are ignoring me.
I don't want to be the center of attention, in fact, I hate it. I just want my existence or input to be acknowledged. But even my own family ignores my existence, and doesn't give a damn about me. Yet I'm expected to bend over backwards in order to help them or do whatever they want.
My 'family' mocks me and insults me behind my back, as well as looks down on me and my life to my face, and sometimes they act like they care, even though I have proof they don't.
I have recently learned I'm good for nothing other than being their personal photographer, so I can take pictures of them in their happiness, which I'm not allowed to be a part of.
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(wolves by Meta!)
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 25th, '10, 21:07 |
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Vempca
Joined: Oct 11th, '10, 22:57
Posts: 9
Hugs: 1086
Mood: Insane
Website: http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/9542420
Location: US - Ohio
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 26th, '10, 02:01 |
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VQEturera
Joined: Oct 8th, '10, 21:08
Posts: 116
Hugs: 3720
Mood: Wanting her Emily <3
Location: Michigan, USA
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I've been in love with a woman for 3 years but I can't bare to tell my mom I'm still with her after she found out last time and blew up because of her religious views. It hurts me inside to have to call my dearest "just a friend" in front of her and my mother and family just so they won't confront me about it with damn religion reasons again instead of thinking openly. She found out in the first year we were together, we've kept it from her for going on 2 years now.
I wish I could just scream in her face that I'm deeply in love with her and forget about my family. Thing is, I love my family too much to do this. And I hate telling people this because it makes her look like a bad mother but she isn't...she was raised to think this in her own home and she's an amazing mother. This was the only thing that is where me and her butt heads (well except with the abortion issue but that's for a whole different thing.)
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 28th, '10, 05:34 |
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[Jennifer]
![[Jennifer]](ava/29579.jpg&m=1 "[Jennifer]")
Joined: Apr 13th, '09, 06:31
Posts: 457
Hugs: 36331
Mood: ♥Haitus♥
Location: Illinois
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I'm a teenager myself, but I hate how almost EVERY OTHER ONE DOES BAD THINGS. In my town and the towns near my home, people are good. Most either do drugs, smoke, lots of unresponsible drinking, have sex with random people, etc... Are there no morals in this world anymore? It really bothers me how some just don't care. Can't anyone save them self for the one they will truly love for their life? It's special when you wait for sex. some relationships seem to just run on it. Am I weird...? Because I just think sex is kindof gross too... That might be because lots of my senior friends have already done it (AND DON'T CARE) and it's just weird how everyone my age is just... dumb... My boyfriend doesn't even care that he has had sex with 3 other people and didn't even care, nor try to stop after the first one... it hurts.. The people in the world these days... It just is the lack of moral in the world.
And omg, everyone doesn't even try to succeed in school anymore. The world is becoming lazy because of the growth in technology, which makes everything easier.
What is life? I have no idea... Maybe I am just depressed? IDK. I just know I need advice... So anyone who reads this, please PM and try to help if you can...
But I'm planning on reading the stories in the bible soon... If I have time. I think I'm stressed to because of schooling (needs straight A's), college prep, scholarship signups, work, studies, and boyfriend/friends. Oh and going to my dads house since my parents are divorced and remarried... It's just tough...
In person, people may think I'm happy. But on the inside, I am already ripped to shreds and torn apart. I just can't find anyone/thing to piece me together again. My boyfriend really frustrates me and I don't even know if I can fix that. I feel like the man in the relationship and he didn't even know what an acorn looked like! OMG! WHO FREAKIN DOESN'T KNOW THAT??! He is 19 btw >.> dumb people like that really bother me... so idk what to do.
And thank you so much to my parents for raising me the way they did! I'm so thankful I'm not a crazy little teen who runs around with no care in the world.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 28th, '10, 17:37 |
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Ayuhi
Joined: May 24th, '10, 19:58
Posts: 683
Hugs: 21052
Mood: Deprived.
Location: The Hague, Netherlands
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I am getting depression attack.
I am trying to fight them off. For my own sake.
I think it will go away, but it doesn't.. Anymore
I feel like crying, skipping school.
Just breaking down and crying. Nothing is going well right now.
I got a very bad grade for my Economics Test.
Bad memories start to rise;
I was selfish, stupid, not thinking.
I am ugly, I do not do things right, I mess everything up, I am a klutz. To say simple, I fuck it all up. Including myself. I wonder why I do those things which I will regret. Heart filled with guilt when I was young. Locked up my heart,a nd now I do not love. Someone opened it, not his fault. It started to poor out. Now I feel bad, sad and am confused. I feel bad at pretending like someone I am not. He knows who I am, I am not lying to him, but I am to other people. I say to myself to 'Shut the fuck up and leave them alone, they won't get in your heart anyway, they will only rotten it...'. Alone and isolated I get through my day. Saying tons of crap, laugh and do nothing. Just to forget everyhting. When I come back from school. My mind is messed up. I want to leave, run away. Just.. Just fly away. Have wings. I am even starting to make my own 'Imaginary friend'. Who is, of course my BoyFriend.
I hate everybody who communicates with me except him. But is starting to get it busy lately. I do not wish he abandons me, as I will be confused.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 30th, '10, 06:22 |
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absynthe
Joined: Jul 19th, '09, 23:00
Posts: 37
Hugs: 2886
Location: where the streets are paved with gold . . .
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You are my penguin . . . minus the baby penguin making. I wish I could tell you that.
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Materials Needed:
6 x Book of Time / 24 x Phoenix Tear / 48 x Silver Ring
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