Sorry I didn't get it sent yesterday. I had something to take care of and then kinda spaced it off.

I'll keep that in mind.

Don't worry. It'll be quite a while. lol

It was. I think it got stolen or damaged during our move from my childhood home to my Grandpa's after my Grandma had passed.

Yeah. I gotta set up a Kofi.

Yes. They're very good at it.

Ah. I am soo freaking tired.

*hugs* Thanks, DC!

Yesterday.. er Tuesday...

One of mom's ex boyfriends called... I saw him as a father figure when i was little, age 6-9. He taught me how to fish, let me shoot his air pump BB Gun, got me a Gameboy Color and the Pokemon Blue game. He also had this horror game that I played, I couldn't remember the name of it for the life of me... I have the game now on steam, but still... at 7-8 years old and playing a Horror PC game.. x'D I'm still traumatized from this game, I can't play it. Haha.

He was separated from his wife when he was with mom... Living with "Pervert"... We met Pervert through him because he lived with the creep. Well his wife threatened him, said she'd take his house if he actually divorced her... and then she called the cops on him cause she knew he smoked pot. I remember that day because we were with him. I remember one of the officers that pulled us over say "hi" and mom spat out "No I ain't high! D:<" and they arrested him for the ONE joint they found in his van. Good thing we were literally yards away from our apartment complex when they pulled us over. After that he went back to his wife. Cut all contact with us.

Mom said she got in contact with him once a few years ago. But then he never called again after that... Called Tuesday looking for her. I had to tell him she passed last year. He said he'd keep in contact with me, just he didn't want his wife to know. Said he always saw me as a daughter.. which is weird because Pervert always said he hated kids and that it was Perverts idea to get me the Gameboy and games and the other things.

Hard to tell who to believe... I mean.. Pervert is a predator, and D (just gonna use his first initial) is a flakey person.. Never messaged me like he said he would, and I'm not really going to hold my breath over it. Now that he knows mom is gone, I'll probably never hear from him again.. heck... I never thought I'd hear from him to begin with.


It was so strange.

Been playing Genshin. A character I want will be appearing in a banner once this current banner ends, so I'm trying to save up all the Primogems I can.. and Wishing Stars... xD I have enough for ... 5 pulls maybe?

I took my meds... I have a chiro appointment ... (2AM) ... today at 9AM.. and I can't sleep =A= uuuugh

@Tam: No problem! Glad to help.

@DK: Wow. I dunno what to say.

Fun. Good luck.

Bummer. Hope you got some sleep.

I finally finished and posted my King of Clubs!

And now I'm not sure what I'm gonna do because I'm just not awake enough to care. lol

Mummers is watching Strange Evidence on Discovery Plus and every now and again someone mentions something "defies logic". I got news for you people. Logic isn't as basic as they think. Logic defies your minimal mentality. I mean the scientists.

He added me on twitter. x'D And is now following me on twitch too >->


o3o logic... logic be flipped upside down!

Is that good, bad, or indifferent?

Yes. Screw your logic.

Well I talked to my old psychiatrist one last time. It was short, but just to check on me and make sure I was set up with someone new. Which I am.

Poppers went to some yard sales Saturday and a flea market yesterday and brought home some things for everyone. Joslyn got a new drawer set for her stuffed toys and a few small toys. Mom got some plush Minions and Harry Potter toys and a clock. I got old dolls that I can custom in the future!!!!! He got me a small bag of some doll clothes, but they're too cute to seam rip and turn into patterns. XP Oh well. Some of the dolls do have clothes too, but those might be turned into patterns. XD
I also have a Little Mermaid Snow Glob and music box. But the music isn't from the movie. Which is stupid. Because it should be! Oh well. I'm customizing a fake My Little Pony and it's outside drying because I just used a matte sealer and once it's dry I can work on the face and the patterns. I'll post a few pictures when I can. Right now I'm killing time until my daughter's doctor appointment at 4:00. She hit the side of her eye either Friday or Saturday and we we're hoping a few days and some children's Tylenol would take care of it, but nope. Still hurts and slightly blurry.

I dunno how I feel about him following me on twitch.


I emailed the paralegal that is in charge of most of my case. I'm getting scared, the closer the court case gets.. its still 2 months away, but still... My last lawyer didn't talk much, other than to say "Yes Your Honor" .. So it's hard for me to believe it when I'm told that the lawyers will do most of the talking. I start crying just thinking about it...

Bry, my friend since childhood, she's gonna be here. Not allowed to be in the same room, but she'll still come. Probably sit out in the car till its over. Since the hearing is at 8:30AM, all my other friends won't be online, so she'll be my lifeline. My online lifeline.


Hope chibi's eye gets better. OnO

I see.

What case? I'm missing something.

But if you're gonna be in court why would you be online? I am sooo confused.

She's good. They even gave her an eye test and her eyes are fine. Luckily she hit the corner and not the eye itself.

Its my SSI court hearing and we're doing it over the phone.
I did this once before, and afterwards I hyperventilated and my arms were stuck in holding phone position, mom had to calm me down and massage my arms out of their lock... After I cried for a while because of the anxiety. My friends online helped calm me down the rest of the way.

Bry will have to do what mom did for me, that is if we figure out where she'll be since we can't be in the same room.. and she's allergic to cats. =/

No one is going to be online, so after Bry goes home, I'll have to find a way to calm myself down.

What day and time? I'll try my best to be online.

My sinuses are driving me nuts. I took a couple of Tylenol, but it's taking awhile.

Joslyn and I are watching Yu Yu Hakusho.