Kingdom of Knuffel

hi surprise and stuff

Moi - Is that a good price?
I have no idea about these things. Man I need to buy some black ink, water colors and some brushes. For my wedding shower we're going to paint some fans. I guess we should get some newspaper to keep the mess under control.



Cat - Gurl, where you been hiding?

at home trying to stay sane.
maybe finally i can see a dr next tuesday.
i've never been put on the run around as much as i have with this!
and there's no reason for it!

i'm glad today is friday... i need a few more days off for sure. we are supposed to go hiking tomorrow maybe?

Mental health care in the United States suck ass.
I'm so glad. It took over a month for me to see a doctor. So terrible. Thankfully I had Kevin to help me through it.

Yay for having time off! That sounds good. Exercise is great for mental health. Not that it will fix it but it definitely helps.

We had a little event for Darwin's birthday today! It was a lot of fun. I made a shit ton of no bakes and like everyone ate all of them. lol

Yeah, but don't you get government assistance? When I got on Medicaid things were a bit easier. It's almost impossible to find mental health care when you don't have insurance or you just have crappy insurance.

I'm glad that you've gotten help though.


Oh man, Kevin (my fiance) is planning our drive down to FL for our honeymoon and it sounds wonderful. I'm super excited!

That's exactly what happened to me. Were you covered by VA benefits?

Now he's booking expensive hotel rooms and it's freaking me out. lol

i love florida, lots of fun memories being drunk on the beach lol

yeah i have shitty insurance so i don't quality for anything at all and it is impossible for me to get help right away unless i check in the a state hosptial saying i want to hurt myself which they'd still charge me thosands of dollars. ugh i hate laptop keyboards im too lazy to fix any mistakes, sorry!!

and i can't even get my old meds again bc i haven't been to that one clinic in over 3 years everything sucks and i'm pretty sure my relationship is on the verge of a breakdown i'm lucky i can even function lately and i'm not doing a good job with it

I can honestly say I've never been drunk on a beach. But it sounds like it could be fun. lol

Yeah, I was right in that boat. Honestly I just ended up going into outpatient therapy at the hospital. I shudder at the bills. So many medical bills. No worries, I don't see any huge mistakes.

Do you remember what you were on? Maybe you could go again and see if they would give you the same thing?

Aw, honey. I'm sure that M understands. He knows that you're sick and it's not your fault. After you get on some nice medicine I'm sure that everything will straighten up. You just have to hang in there. I know that's the hard part.
About a year ago I went non verbal for like a week and Kevin had a really hard time but he really stepped up to the plate for me.

I believe in you! Take one day at a time. If that's too much take an hour, if that's too much take a minute. Each one you survive makes you stronger.