Kingdom of Knuffel

I'm just fine
The exam went horrible, as I expected and I confessed to the person I love... which is teetering on the edge of horrible... the problem is I don't know if I'll get over him if this doesn't go somewhere good because I've tried to snap out of it for five years (he doesn't live anywhere close to me since five years. But I guess 'out of sight, out of mind' doesn't apply to me.)
On the bright side, my exams are nearly over, the coming ones are English and Psychology and I'm 100% prepared for both so they'll definitely go good. And after they're done, I can freak out!!
What sort of a friend would do that? That's so stupid!
Ahaha yeah, my Psychology teacher made us do three practical sessions in a row right before the prep finals when she was supposed to spread them out over the year. Problem with teachers is, they only know life limited to their subject; they don't remember just how much work we have to juggle

I'm sorry that your test went poorly. I think one that I took on Thursday didn't end well either.

Aw. I'm also sorry that confessing didn't turn out well either. Only time can tell what your heart actually needs. Though you'll probably hurt for a while if it didn't work out it wasn't meant to be. You'll find someone to love and that will love you back just as much.

I have a bunch of tests the day before my wedding. That's going to be a fun day. lol.

I know. She's a bit of a bitch and a pathological liar. We don't hang out anymore.

I really hate when I get a test every freaking day in a class. It's so annoying.

Let tests go to hell! They demand one to give them a lot more importance than they deserve
Yeah, he's deciding to stonewall I should tell him that he shouldn't worry about being nice to me, that he should just speak his mind but I sound ridiculously mushy as it is. Awww thanks, can't hear that sort of thing enough
Geez! That's hard luck I've a friend whose birthday is in September so there's always an exam on the day, and exams before and after it
I swear! I had a physics teacher who'd do that to us; and my other friend pissed the hell out of me by saying that it was a good thing, it 'made her study' I don't know, being made to study the same subject every day and a lot more than what's in the syllabus when you've seven other subjects seems a bit screwed up to me.

Yeah, tests suck. I mean if I've studied I usually do pretty good on them, but they're just so nerve wracking.

Aw. What a booger. Just say if you're interested or not! Dangit. It's not that difficult. Or maybe he's just having a hard time sorting out his feelings? My fiance is super indecisive. I think a lot of guys are.

It is. I should have expected it because I scheduled it the Friday (we don't have school on Friday) before spring break so we could go on our honeymoon. Silly me.

Well the tests that I have are vocabulary tests. They're not too bad. I've got a pretty good vocabulary and the professor gave us (made us buy) a workbook for it. The work book's pretty cool. Very helpful in remembering the vocab. Though like no one studies for the test. I'll look around and most people have at least half the answers wrong. Of course I do live in Kentucky. People's reading and vocabulary skills are generally not that great.

Guys are so weird if he can't make up his mind, why can't he say so? And say something like, we should get to know each other again. or SOMETHING! I think he's decided to leave it hanging forever and hope I stop caring.
Ah. Have fun on your honeymoon!
Vocab I can do tooz I think. It's the language I'm most comfortable with, even though it's not my native language. Is English your major?

They are. They think a bit differently than us. It's not really their fault. lol.

I'm going to try to. I'm really looking forward to not having to do anything for 9 days.

What's your native language? Mine is English.
No, it's just a requirement for my degree. I'm a psychology major.

OMG your avi
I suppose it isn't I still want to curse them for it though!
Nice. My finals are almost done but my tuition teachers have already started on next years' portion so even though I've a week of hols I'm not going to be able to 'freak out' Nine days feels like a lot, you'll be all rejuvenated and pumped up when you get back!
My native language is Telugu!
Ooh, psychology is one of my electives these last two years of high school! I luvvit

Aw. Thanks dear! I've finally got enough mocha colored items to make a nice avi.

My finals aren't until May. I think. I'm not sure. lol. I'm so very scattered at the moment.

I need to schedule my classes for next semester. So exciting. I'm going to be taking Japanese. I'm scared and looking forward to it at the same time.

Yeah, that would be great! We're going to swim with sea turtles! I'm super excited about it!

Ah, cool. So are you from India? (I looked it up because it was familiar but I couldn't remember where it was from)

Yeah, it's really fascinating to me. Although majoring in it really makes you over think things. lol.

Yeah, love the sari ^^ you're right I'm born, bred and living in India!
Good that they're plenty of time away!
OMG Japaneeeese! You'll be able to read manga in the raw form and watch anime without subtitles and you won't miss out because of stuff changed in translation!!
Swim with them?! That's awesome, turtles are so cute!
Yeah I guess it would LOL. People are just so layered and complex I don't even understand myself LOL.

Yeah. Hopefully it'll give me a bit of time to rest my brain from the stress of wedding planning. lol

Yeah, I'm excited about it. Apparently a lot is lost in translation. Who would have thought.

Yep! I'm super excited about it. I love turtles. They're super adorable.

Well as you get older you'll be able to understand yourself better. You have plenty of time to discover yourself.