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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 30th, '10, 08:33 |
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Errisa
Joined: May 1st, '10, 02:24
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Location: Canada
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Sometimes I want to kill myself so that my mother lives with the guilt for the rest of her life.
But then I realize she would probably be happy if I was dead.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 30th, '10, 09:25 |
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MonochromeJester
Joined: Oct 21st, '10, 00:51
Posts: 395
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Mood: ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
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Just a few.
I want to come out to my mother, but I'm scared she'll disown me.
I tell people I'm putting in applications for jobs, but really I'm just afraid of going outside into the world. I'm afraid that I'll just end up hurt again.
When I was a kid, a family member used to make me watch porn with them. It didn't scar me, but now I find myself craving pornography at strange times.
I pretend I'm someone else on a daily basis. Sometimes to the point I forget my own name.
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I am Onzou's Mule. I keep all her Digging Knuffel safe.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Oct 30th, '10, 12:50 |
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Ha Ru
Joined: Mar 16th, '09, 19:19
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I changed my ex-boyfriends password on msn :D
and i keep lying him i never knew it :D
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 7th, '10, 02:17 |
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absynthe
Joined: Jul 19th, '09, 23:00
Posts: 37
Hugs: 2887
Location: where the streets are paved with gold . . .
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What is wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? I should be happy . . . I was for those few minutes, but now . . .
I really should just die.
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 11th, '10, 16:51 |
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[Jennifer]
![[Jennifer]](ava/29579.jpg&m=1 "[Jennifer]")
Joined: Apr 13th, '09, 06:31
Posts: 457
Hugs: 36332
Mood: ♥Haitus♥
Location: Illinois
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I broke up with Tim. We are on a break. Did I make the right decision? If I waited who knows what would've happened to me. I felt like I was dying. There is so much stress. I can't stand my life. Why do I always try to fix peoples problems and don't do what's best for me? I want them happy. I hate when they aren't happy. Especially if they aren't happy with me doing something. I feel terrible. I feel alone and lost. I don't want Tim to do anything stupid. I want him happy. I want him to have a good life. What should I do? Does that mean sacrifice mine to help others? I don't want to be alone forever, even though people say I won't. All I do is work, school, work, work, school. I feel like a repeating record player with no life. What is life? I have no idea. You have to pay to live. All you do is grow and die. Then people will forget about you, who you were, and what you did. There is no point. I miss Tim. I love him so much. But this is what's best for me right now. I need to figure my life out, even if I don't know how. He is my best friend. I am still texting him. I don't want to hurt him. I cry so much now. I can't hold it in like I used to. Crying makes me feel weak. I hate it. Who can help me?
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 14th, '10, 03:43 |
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absynthe
Joined: Jul 19th, '09, 23:00
Posts: 37
Hugs: 2887
Location: where the streets are paved with gold . . .
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my weakness sickens me
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 14th, '10, 06:39 |
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IsisOfSun
Joined: Nov 13th, '10, 18:54
Posts: 33
Hugs: 1791
Mood: Got the whole sunray set! :D
Website: http://samantha-maatsfeatheroftruth.blogspot.com/
Location: Somewhere over the rainbow
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 14th, '10, 13:27 |
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VanillaEclair
Joined: Nov 6th, '10, 13:22
Posts: 32
Hugs: 2298
Mood: Happy happy happy
Location: Hong Kong for vacation :3
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 14th, '10, 15:53 |
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ladyceres
Joined: Jun 4th, '09, 21:34
Posts: 7206
Hugs: 354426
Mood: :O ghost mode
Yahoo Messenger: bloodlustangelkel
Location: With my husband raising my child draco
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I don't know if i can really make it without him; I'm used to him always being around for me >>'.
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March 30th 2011: RIP Ray of Havoc..You are remembered and loved
I <3 kurai..She's my wife we're marrieds![/url]
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Post subject: Re: Dirty Little Secrets... Posted: Nov 17th, '10, 08:42 |
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absynthe
Joined: Jul 19th, '09, 23:00
Posts: 37
Hugs: 2887
Location: where the streets are paved with gold . . .
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I can't. I can't anymore. Please.
I'm so worried about you. Why do you shut me out? Why do you push me away?
I can't do this much longer. I don't feel you anymore . . .
I used to . . .
Each day that goes by makes me less confident that things will ever be the same again. Things go through my head. Things that are not good. But I'm trying to be strong for you. Each day is a battle, and some days are better than others. But it has almost been a month. You've barely said a word to me let alone those three words. And I know that they don't need to be said as often as we've said them . . . other things can show it, which is sometimes even better than the actual words. But you haven't had time to show it. I just wish you'd give me something . . . I wish I knew . . .
I used to know . . .
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