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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 20:57    


light_sucks

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I need to lose at least 115. It's no good. I'm thinking about trying to get that stomach stapling/ lapband surgery done so I can't eat so much.

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 21:32    


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I thought of that too.
But since I started my new medicine, it made me lose 10 pounds.
All it did was make me not want to eat much xD
I still eat though, just not A LOT.

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 22:24    


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What medicine is it?
I tried topamax for my migraines and bipolar because it was supposed to make you lose weight too but it fucked my head up too.

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 22:36    


Moi

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Latuda.
Apparently it's for bipolar people, but I believe he started me on it to 1. lose weight and 2. to help with my anxious thoughts.
I was on a different one. Can't remember the name, but it was for schizophrenics and bipolar people.
Which I thought was weird because I'm neither of those ._.

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 22:49    


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Maybe I'll look that up and see if my doc will give me some.

Man, my doctors can't even decide what I have. When I first went to a psychiatrist when I was a kid they said I was bipolar. Later when I had my mini breakdown that psychiatrist said I have bipolar, generalized anxiety disorder, ADHD, and some math disorder. Then I went to another psychiatrist and they said I was OCD. The last one hasn't really diagnosed me with anything but he's treating me for depression, anxiety, and my picking problems.

I just wish that they had a cure all instead of me having to take a million different pills everyday. Or something like my birth control where they put a little bar in your arm and you don't have to worry about it for 3 years. that would be super nice.

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 23:18    


Moi

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Yeah, mental illness sucks.
Me and Aki always roll our eyes when we see someone faking it.
Like why would you fake something HORRIBLE >>
I'd be so happy, ha, if I didn't get paranoid, anxious as hell, and depressed :\

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 13th, '15, 23:32    


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It's not something that's fun.
I mean, I realize that it's one of the things that makes me unique but sometimes I don't wanna be that unique, ya know?

And I have a lot of mentally healthy friends that just do not get it. It's exhausting trying to explain things to them.

How many times have you seen someone faking it? Or is it like one of those morons who's always like 'OMG I'm soooo OCD. I have to have all my pencils straight.' 'Or I'm so crazy bipolar, I changed my mind about what flavor icecream I want.'
I hate seeing that. It's super annoying and I generally call people out on it.

Me too man! Me too!

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 14th, '15, 00:11    


Moi

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My dad doesn't full understand.
He'd get mad at me when I was depressed and say "Why are you sad? You have nothing to be sad about!"

Yup exactly that xD
Or like "I'm schizo, so I'm badass \8u/"
Like <<....

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 14th, '15, 02:50    


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Silly dad.
How often do parents understand anyway?

Yeah, being schizophrenic is terrifying, I hear. There's nothing badass about that.

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 Post subject: Re: Debralynn's Hangout ^.^ Come chat with me!
Posted: Apr 14th, '15, 03:27    


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My mom is more understanding since she has depression too, though.

Aki is schizophrenic.
She's told me how she's seen scary stuff that wasn't there.
In truth, I have hallucinations as well, but it's usually little things.
Except that one time I thought I saw my sister xD

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