Yes, I think someone had had this issue with sharing the same place, not too long ago and they posted in the support forum.
And guys, I messed up the interview. I got on the wrong train and everything was lost. I had to cancel
The wage wasn't good anyways and it was a casual contract, I'm not really interested in that...
I'm only trying not to feel like a complete failure by saying this stuff 
But I spontaneously decided to visit my dad and grandma since I was nearby and they were very glad that I did. And so am I.
Also, wierd thing and my mind must be playing tricks on me, but... Yesterday Ash and I had a conversation about his kinda brother and his gf (she's few years older than her partner). So far I was sure she wasn't in a hurry for kids&marriage etc., but Ash told me she actually was in a bit of a hurry and that his brother told her it's not an option for now. That only from a crtain age he'll be able to start thinking about and it's not the time yet. So I picked up on that and said Ash is similar with that, so he agreed. And he said he doesn't think he's mature enough to get settled with marriage and kids. So I said I think he's more mature than he thinks, but that I like it about him that he's so self-conscious and such. And he said he doesn't think I'm mature enough. So, ouch. But I stiffled my inner gremlin (pms is on, I'm being brave) and asked him if he doesn't want to settle because of his or my immaturity.
So at first he's like, it's not about that at all, we're just financially not ready, no apartment, no marriage blabla. And I told him to just stop thinking about the money for the sake of my question. Because, how can he even say I'm not mature enough to be a mother? Ouch. So he starts saying we can't afford any wedding etc. And I told him I stopped thinking about any wedding and marriage a while ago, I'm over it, so stop thinking about it, and my priority is kids, marriage or no marriage. And he seemed shocked. I may be wrong, but he seemed really flabbergasted when I said that.
And now, I got an ad on kofk about
custom engagement jewelry. Literally. And he's always been saying that if he's gonna propose, the ring will be custom made because he ain't gonna trust the chain jewelry stores.
Could it be he was searching for something and it's like in some cloud of our internet so I can see the ads that are actually recommended to him because he was searching this stuff? Could what I said freak him out so much that he'd actually rush into something? Or is this some crazy coincidence? 'Cause you know, I'm already freaking out I might be pregnant (not legit, just freaking out like some months, and this one has been crazy in terms of pms, still on it and hating it). It's probably just a crazy coincidence, right? And I'm freaking out because I have no life or hobby or purpose in life and I need drama? (the no purpose thing was sugested by Ash yesterday!
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Plus, I have no idea when he'd be googling that, I think I could easily notice if he did, I can't even recall. So it's kind of impossible. But why the hell that ad???? Ok, I'm slowly realizing it's not for real, just a coincidenc for sure
Oh, does anyone else have trouble with the site? It's all wrong, I've clicked F5 like a bunch of times, it's still all in Times New Roman and big font and disarranged
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and, well, this one will be interesting to say the least XD
