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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 12th, '10, 20:10
by ladyceres
Still no contact from him; I hope he calls today or I get letters soon or else we're gonna have a big disagreement when he DOES get home because I know he'll be getting home.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 13th, '10, 07:34
by absynthe
you never said you missed me . . .
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 13th, '10, 07:40
by Errisa
I love you.
But you're gone.
And I'm so happy that I never told you that.
Now I can finally move on.
:)
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 16th, '10, 21:59
by Ayuhi
Hahaha, I laugh myself, for being so stupid...
I am so nervous, that I'll get kicked from school, just because of a little lie. This is really insane. I should stop it, I won't be kicked.
I don't bet my luck on it, wait it out till new year, next semester. Then I am sure I am safe.
Why am I thinking so much? I feel like going insan, hah, I bet I am!
Can't even believe you'd like me as you said so. But I am a fool, so it's okay.
Even if you say you do, It's still not coming through.
I don't want to go to my meeting tomorrow. I want to kill everybody there. They can go fuck themselves, except my 'friends'.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 17th, '10, 01:57
by IsisOfSun
The thought of suicide crossed my mind today. I know the effects it has on friends and family. So I don't think I'd do it. But the thought lingered longer than made me comfortable.
Then I thought of the children I hope to have someday. They don't even exist yet, and they're keeping me alive.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 17th, '10, 02:48
by violethearts97
I never think I'm good enough for anything. Maybe I'm not. I don't feel like I have a future. I see a lot of my faults so clearly, but my good points escape me. I'm so frustrated!
I fail at life.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 17th, '10, 06:33
by ladyceres
rolls eyes I am so ticked off at the lame set up for basic training that my boyfriend had to go through and now he has pink eye because of it
WTF? No wonder he couldn't write me letters or phone for like 4 weeks straight because someone was riding his butt telling him not to! I get it basic training is hard but making them completely isolated from the world is stupid and pointless.
I get it you're molding them into a soldier but he couldn't write letters because your shop's stamp machine was down so screw you army
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 17th, '10, 20:35
by Ayuhi
You digust me
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 18th, '10, 15:17
by Ayuhi
I don't even know why I wait for you. Waiting for a whole day, you never show up. And when you finally do. You leave after a small talk. I am sure you don't know that I wait, all day.
It's really pathetic. I am just useless, after all.
There is nothing to talk about. We just talk. I am probably boring you out. You're tired, stressing. I don't know what to do. We'd better just leave and play games or something...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 18th, '10, 15:27
by Eruvandir
I think I have this 'alice in wonderland syndrome' or something like that . . .
I'm clueless about the life I'm gonna live after graduating high school . . .
I totally hate myself . . .
And I despise everyone in my school who doesn't give a shit about school itself.