You know, my sister is more or less the right age to be my kid.
I'm about 18 years older than my sister and people sometimes assume she's my kid.
I never wanted her to have to struggle or be sad and all of that.
She's currently having issues with depression and anxiety and may be Autistic and it makes me sad because I never wanted her to struggle with anything.
Especially depression. My depression has made me want to die and wish I were dead so many times and I can't stand the fact my sister feels and will feels that kind of thing.
I want to take things away so she doesn't have to worry and I can't.
As much as I want to - it's impossible. And that hurts.
The other day, my sister said she hated me because I'm mean and bossy xD
Having a kid is such a huge commitment. Time, effort, money, being the bad guy, worrying about their health, etc.
I think it takes a strong person to want kids and take care of kids. Because it's not easy.
I think people put too much...bullshit into things. Like "You can't be an artist if you don't know 5 famous painters and every aspect of their life!"
You like art and you draw - you're an artist.
Yeah, he'd rather draw or sing than play sports. I mean, I hate sports too, but since I'm a girl, it's more "normal" xD
I'm not sure how close he was to his mom.
He seemed like he was equally close to both his parents.
He did have mostly girls as friends, though.
And he was hilarious. He's one of few people that made me genuinely laugh.
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