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Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 6th, '19, 15:20
by Tiffbue
Oh nono i don't mean to make people push me to say it XD!!
it's really, that'll help me nothing for typing so hard and finding words to describe!!
simply there's,
i saw selfish and sin, that 10 month can't replace,
i don't like to share, I've so much other things that more needed that. i mean money.
and... that's odd, i don't wanna have our relationship as mum and kid even she's come from my body. it's fine i guess, but sure not for other people near me.
and scared, that i thought too much about that future kid.. i may can't stand it having a ending that not as my thought, who knows.
and.. more of course.
i realize, i know now. artist means that a person make art as a work.
-_-
foo~ now i can't be more comfy to say that I'm an artist somewhere XD.
wow i young guy didn't play sports, that's sounds normal but really few actually!!
i know some type of males that "alike with his mother", and they are more female like male but still a male XD they're more easier to talk to. cuter too.
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Dec 7th, '19, 21:42
by Moi
You know, my sister is more or less the right age to be my kid.
I'm about 18 years older than my sister and people sometimes assume she's my kid.
I never wanted her to have to struggle or be sad and all of that.
She's currently having issues with depression and anxiety and may be Autistic and it makes me sad because I never wanted her to struggle with anything.
Especially depression. My depression has made me want to die and wish I were dead so many times and I can't stand the fact my sister feels and will feels that kind of thing.
I want to take things away so she doesn't have to worry and I can't.
As much as I want to - it's impossible. And that hurts.
The other day, my sister said she hated me because I'm mean and bossy xD
Having a kid is such a huge commitment. Time, effort, money, being the bad guy, worrying about their health, etc.
I think it takes a strong person to want kids and take care of kids. Because it's not easy.
I think people put too much...bullshit into things. Like "You can't be an artist if you don't know 5 famous painters and every aspect of their life!"
You like art and you draw - you're an artist.
Yeah, he'd rather draw or sing than play sports. I mean, I hate sports too, but since I'm a girl, it's more "normal" xD
I'm not sure how close he was to his mom.
He seemed like he was equally close to both his parents.
He did have mostly girls as friends, though.
And he was hilarious. He's one of few people that made me genuinely laugh.
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 8th, '20, 04:58
by lunar_eclipse66
Oh no the poor little one has depression. That's never fun.
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 8th, '20, 22:03
by Moi
Depression fucking sucks.
I've been struggling with it since Christmas.
I wish there was a way to get it removed forever.
Like "Yes, I would like one mental illness removal please 8u/"
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 22nd, '20, 23:31
by lunar_eclipse66
That would be amazing. i would love to remove my anxiety.
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 23rd, '20, 02:50
by Moi
Me too. It's literally life ruining.
I could be a much better and active person without it.
I've done a lot of work to get where I am, but there's waaaaaaay more I wish I could do xD
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 23rd, '20, 04:00
by lunar_eclipse66
I could feel it get in the way of teaching my class today. I hated it.
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 23rd, '20, 04:03
by Moi
And people sometimes think it's laziness.
I know people have called me lazy because I don't get out and do "normal" adult stuff.
But it's like...I don't like it out there. It's more dangerous and uncomfortable and I literally don't know how to handle a lot of situations xD
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 23rd, '20, 04:30
by lunar_eclipse66
Socializing is terrifying!
Its not laziness; its fear.
Re: • • D a r k † S o c i e t y • • (Everyone is Welcome!)
Posted: Jan 23rd, '20, 21:47
by Moi
When I get put in certain situations, I don't know what to do.
Like this woman told us she forgot something and left her stuff on the checkout counter.
I didn't know if she wanted us to keep her place or if she wanted us to tell whoever that the stuff was hers and not to take it back.
So people got in line behind us and she came back and I started having an anxiety attack because I didn't know if we should have told the people behind us to get behind her or what.
I literally started freaking out over it.