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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 18th, '10, 21:57
by ladyceres
I really would like an apology or an explaination I don't think i deserved to be treated that way and I don't know what I did wrong exactly. It was one oops that turned into a big giant fight and I can't seem to figure out why.
I just want you to tell me you love me again and say it's okay I forgive you. I can take all the abuse you give me because I gave you enough back but I can't take the fact that these last 4 years were just abuse to you because to me they were great times and we had ups and downs but we got through them.
I do need you and I do rely on you and I'm sorry but you're one of the only people who hasn't let me down yet
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 22nd, '10, 07:16
by absynthe
If I didn't text you, would you ever say a word to me at all? Sometimes I wonder . . .
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 23rd, '10, 09:33
by IsisOfSun
Sometimes I hate my sister. She's a brat and thinks everything should always go her way. She's homeschooled and WILL NOT do her work. My mom is bending over backwards trying to help her so she'll pass but she won't do her work and snaps at my mom. I'm tired of her being a bitch! She won't do her school work when she gets up so she ends up doing school till 7PM or later. When she complains about having to do it so late she says it's my mom's fault for not waking her up in the morning. She's 16 years old, she can get up by herself!! My mom wakes her every day at 9:00 and she won't get up until nearly noon. She sees the stress it's causing our mom and she just doesn't care! I'm tired of her whining at me and blaming me for everything! I'm banished downstairs all day because it "bothers" her when I'm upstairs, even if all I'm doing is sitting on the couch, and she "can't" do her work with me there. I'm finally old enough to move out and when I do I don't know what the hell she's going to do without me to blame for everything.
I'm scared. I'm afraid my friend Maggie is dead. She confided in me that her stepbrother molested her three years ago and she finally told her parents. She blames herself for the pain this situation has caused them, and she's considered suicide before. We met online so I don't know where she lives. Gosh, Maggie, just be okay. If you did something and I wasn't here to help you, I will never forgive myself. I love you so much. You're like a sister. Just be okay.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 23rd, '10, 18:38
by ladyceres
I'm pretty sure my sister is in the same situation I was in with a guy; he won't let her contact her family except online and she waits until he gets off of work. It bothers me but I'm sure there's nothing I can do about this I'm just concerned since I like her
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 25th, '10, 21:38
by Ciel-Kun
Who am I kidding?
I pretend that everything is absurdly wonderful but truthfully nothing is.
It's Christmas and I thought that things were turning better since the beginning of the month was nothing but crap. I was so ridiculously wrong. I laugh at my stupid positivity. Now all I want to do is spend Christmas alone in my room...
I have thoughts of darkness and suicide and no one in real life knows about it. If they actually see my mind they'd think I was mental or crazy...
Screw you little children in the church and SCREW YOU people of the church. You think your jokes are so funny when you call me names and you know what?! They hurt! They hurt like knives that stab me! You make me want to disappear or kill myself because you guys are fools. You think that I can handle every second of being called names! Well FUCK YOU! I know that I'm being called this I don't need to be reminded by every fucking person that passes by me! You find it so funny to you but have you ever thought about another person's reaction?! DO YOU?! I'm losing my head over this and now I don't even remember where I put my and my mom's stuff and she's pissed at me for it... You think I can forget all the stuff you said to me?!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 29th, '10, 03:07
by Errisa
In a fit of rage, I told my suicidal friend that I won't care if she dies.
And next day she had killed herself.
I don't regret it but I do miss her.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 29th, '10, 03:08
by Bad
sometimes i want a romantic relationship with someone online
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 30th, '10, 08:06
by absynthe
I feel like I shouldn't talk to you when I'm not happy or just neutral feeling.
I'm worried again. A lot. I can't stop thinking that something horrible happened.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Dec 30th, '10, 08:27
by twigglemizer
I have yet to tell my boyfriend about a guy who I had a relationship with while we took a two month break way back in April.
I actually had two during that time (not both at once), but he only found out about the first one. I don't have the heart to tell him about the second because he was absolutely crushed when he found out about the first...
What really got to me was when one day he stated that the thing he loved most about our relationship was that there was no secrets between us. I pretty much died inside when he said that. It's the only secret I've ever kept from him.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jan 1st, '11, 18:40
by ladyceres
I want these next few weeks to fly by so fast I won't have time to worry or think about the bad things