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I avoid everything and everyone I don't like. I never understand why people pay attention to things they hate.
Like you don't like someone so you walk up to them and start a fight.
Why?

People kill for different reasons.
There was one serial killer that liked to kill just so he could get away with it and get pleasure from feeling like he was smarter than everyone else because he didn't get caught.
There was one serial killer that killed women because his ex wanted nothing more to do with him. So he hated and killed women because he was pissed at her.
Some just get off on killing people.

Uh...I don't think they got into much trouble. I know people believe it was race-related because she was a black woman and I agree.
But with police and stuff, it's hard for them to face justice because everyone is so buddy-buddy that they won't turn on each other.
In fact, there was a cop that murdered this woman and got away with it for a long time. She even got promoted and was a well-respected cop.
People there knew what she did.

I think I've been bitten by one xD
I stepped into an any pile once when I was wearing flipflops ._.
O_o what does he do for work?
My dad cut off part of his finger at his deli once xD
Freaking meat slicer. I actually almost cut myself on it too so I never touched it again ._.

Same :\
Especially if it was still alive.

This rat got loose in our classroom once and these jocks were up on the table screaming .__.
I was like ">>...it's just a rat."

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Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡

Posted: Jul 23rd, '20, 23:17

Rayven

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I can understand it if they just did something really bad, but, otherwise, I agree with you.

Yeah, serial killers are an odd bunch. Most people kill out of anger or for money.

That doesn't surprise me. I know what you mean, the cops, lawyers, and judges are all in it together. Anyone who's gone to court and watched them and how the justice system "works" can see that.

Uh oh. I guess your bite healed up ok?

He works in construction. I think every construction worker gets hurt eventually. Those things are evil! I've worked with them too. It's very easy to get hurt on those. I've cut myself on the tomato slicer too.

O.O I could never eat something that was still alive. XD

LOL Big babies. Did you rescue the rat?

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Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡

Posted: Jul 25th, '20, 03:59

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I just avoid no matter what xD
Well, sometimes I talk to people I don't like.
But it's more of a not letting them know I dislike them kind of thing because I hate conflict.
Or I want to know more about them for my own personal gain 8u

I recently learned that a lot of them suffered head injuries in childhood.
Which people believe is what leads them to not being able to be...normal?
Like they miss that part of their brain that lets them have a conscience.
And I used to think they're incapable of feeling love, but there's been killers that would have died for the person they cherished.
And since they're usually so self-centered, I think it was actual love as it would have killed them.
And if they loved themselves more than anyone else, they would not die for someone else ._.

See, I wanted to be an attorney so bad. I saw people who couldn't afford help and people who got screwed over and I wanted to help them.
But I realized at some point, I'd end up defending someone who I didn't morally agree with and I gave up on that pursuit xD

Yeah, but I had like half a nest of ants bite me.
And we were at the cemetery, so it was far from home so I just had to deal with it xD

My dad gets hurt a lot in general. He's extremely accident-prone. He's broken a lot of his bones and has gotten hurt at a lot of his jobs.

He was working as a welder at this one place and got hit in the face with a metal pipe.
He woke up in the hospital and he was like "Who brought me here?"
They told him he drove himself.
I think someone offered to drive him and he said he'd drive himself.
He doesn't remember any of that.
He remembers working then getting hit then waking up in the hospital.
He could have died in a car accident xD

He worked for this other place like two or three days.
He was up on some scaffolding, which he said was really shoddy, and he fell off and cracked his ribs and punctured his lung.

I myself am just like my dad and I get hurt a lot too. Never broken anything, though.

It seems cruel to eat a living creature 8u

I didn't. And I don't know if you wanna know what happened to it xD

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Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡

Posted: Jul 26th, '20, 23:35

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I can understand that. *nods* It's just easier to stay away from conflict.

That makes sense. People with head injuries do strange, sometimes bad, things. I never thought about that. I just figured it was all due to mental illness. I think a lot of them have certain areas of their lives that are fairly normal.

XD That's nice of you to even want to help. I'd hate to defend someone that I knew was guilty.

That's a bad place to get any help. XD

Wow! That's scary. That's like those people on Ambien. I'm glad he was ok. I trip a lot but I usually catch myself. XD

It's a good thing you're not as bad as your dad. You should wrap him up in bubble wrap.

Yeah and just...gross. XD

Um, no thank you. It doesn't sound like that would be something I'd want to hear.

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Posted: Aug 1st, '20, 05:08

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I grew up listening to my family verbally and physically fight, so it scares me.

One of my favorite manga series actually had a character who suffered damage to his frontal lobe, I believe, and it made it to where he couldn't feel emotions.
So he kills people. Easily.
I remember people being like "That's stupid! That's not even possible!"
Yeah. It is. xD
They can also examine someone's brain after they've died to try to learn more about why they did what they did.
I was listening to this true crime story earlier of this guy who went on a shooting spree and since he killed himself, no one knew why.
So they examined his brain and found no abnormalities and were still baffled.

I love helping people and making them happy. Unfortunately, good intentions can always backfire.

I actually took Ambien for years. It made me loopy as hell xD
But I later found out that they don't prescribe it much because it makes people sleepwalk and sleep drive.
Which I don't recall them telling me Bu

My dad used to work at the deli, right? Well, he loved using the big grill.
He turned it on and couldn't tell if it was on, so he bent over to look at it and burned his forehead on it.
I laughed so hard at him that I banged my head against the rack of pans above me.

I broke his toe when I was a kid because I accidentally ran over it on my bike.
My mom broke his middle finger because he kept waving it in her face.
He broke his leg in a cemetery when a tombstone fell on it.
He fractured his foot when he was stepping down from a chair.
I think he has brittle bones.
Because I've fallen and bashed my body against things and haven't broken or fractured anything.
I do drink a ton of milk. Dunno if that really matters, but I do drink a lot xD

I actually was told I have a high pain tolerance. I had part of my tooth break off and I didn't even notice until I licked my teeth and most of my tooth was gone ._.
I told a dental assistant that and she was shocked that I felt no pain xD

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Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡

Posted: Aug 1st, '20, 21:27

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That would do it. I think that makes me more combative though.

I saw a woman on TV that had her frontal lobe damaged and she became inappropriate, even with her own mother. She didn't kill anybody but it totally changed her personality.

Maybe he was just evil. *shivers*

Yeah, it can.

XD I hope you didn't do anything bad. I guess it wasn't too bad or you'd have heard something about it by now. LOL I caught my mom doing weird things. Mostly eating weird stuff like twinkies with whipped cream on them. XD But one time I caught her cleaning the counter with a toothbrush. She normally doesn't do that. She was falling a lot too. She bruised her whole face really bad once.

XD Your poor dad. Sounds like something I would do. It's hard not to laugh when people hurt themselves as long as it's not very serious.

Wow. He must have. I'm sure it does help you. I don't drink much, but, like you, I don't break bones easy. There's been many times I think I should have broken them.

Wow. I would have known just because I have a phobia about losing my teeth. I knew right away when mine just chipped a little. I'm glad it didn't hurt you though.

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Posted: Aug 2nd, '20, 02:50

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I'm actually...very aggressive xD
I have a lot of pent up rage inside me.
I know better than to unleash it on people, though.
But I have no other outlet.
I would love a punching bag, honestly.

Yeah, it said something about impulse control.
Like how a normally functioning brain would tell you "Hey, don't do that." - those people don't have that.

There's always a good chance of that. There's been serial killers who had nothing wrong with them. They didn't have a bad family and they never went through trauma. They were just evil xD

With me, the Ambien made stuff move. Like I knew they weren't moving, but objects looked like they were moving. Like my uncle had these little porcelain figurines and their faces would move. Like they'd go from smiling to laughing - with their faces changed. But they didn't change. At all. I was just seeing shit xD
It also made me crave food. Mostly sweets.
It's not joke - Ambien will mess you up.
I was lucky it just made me see weird things and hungry.
I take two medications now that make me loopy, but not the same way.
I honestly miss my Ambien because it made me happy and peaceful.
I've had issues with Insomnia for years and it really helped me fall asleep.

Oh, I always laugh at my dad getting hurt.
Except if he seriously hurts himself.
Like he was helping move furniture and he backed into a thorny rose bush and was like "Ow ow ow ow ow ow U,B<"
I laughed so hard it hurt.

When I was growing up, people always said "Drink milk - it makes your bones strong!"
But now science constantly disproves stuff.
But I can drink a whole gallon in one sitting if I really wanted to.
I also wonder if it makes your boobs bigger.
Kinda don't need mine any bigger, but I LOVE milk uB

I feel pain a lot. It's normal every day. I don't know if that's why it doesn't bother me as much or if I do have a high tolerance.
When you feel pain every day, it kinda just gets to being normal xD
Like I had a stabbing pain in my leg the other day and it hurt, but I was like "Ow. -continues playing game- 8u"

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Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
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Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡

Posted: Aug 2nd, '20, 11:50

Rayven

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Maybe you can get one eventually. I think most people feel that way. Except for my mom. She's just a bowl of mush. XD

Yeah, pretty scary. There are worse things than death. I wouldn't want to live like that.

Yeah. XD Our society tends to want to put a label on everything but sometimes things just are the way they are. Sometimes people are just crazy or evil.

Those dolls would have really creeped me out. Oh, I know. I don't think Mom was the same even after she stopped taking it. I think it did something permanent to her brain. I wish you could find a better solution than Ambien to help you.

XD

Science can't make up their mind about stuff. *shakes head* I really don't like milk. It's ok if it's really cold and I'm eating something very sweet but that's about it. I've never heard of it doing that but anything is possible. XD

It would become normal. We get desensitized to lots of things.

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Posted: Aug 2nd, '20, 21:57

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I would love to get one. Maybe if we get better situated in our house.
We have a garage I could put it in too, but I'm scared to go out there right now because there were giant wasp nests on the outside xD
But when I get angry, I just want to hit and destroy stuff, so a punching bag would help so much.
I'm the type of person that if you hand them a bat in a china shop and tell them to break everything - I would do it. I would wreck everything in that shop. But I'd feel bad afterwards. Because someone worked hard to make all that china and I destroyed it.

I find it sad too. Because people typically don't ask for brain damage.
But I agree it can be scary.

I like labels. Not in the sense that I don't see people as individuals, but it helps me to understand them better.

You know, you saying that about your mom - I still see stuff moving that doesn't move. And I stopped taking Ambien like 5+ years ago ._.
It looks the exact same as when I was on Ambien, but I'm not.
So I don't know if it left damage on me, or if it's something else I need to report to a doctor about.
Like I have hallucinations - that's not new.
But it's not the same as the Ambien.

It's irksome because you grow up with stuff and people are like "Nah, we changed our minds 8u"
Like how Pluto was a planet for so long.
I mean they even have zodiac signs tied to it.
But nope. Not a planet anymore.
Throw it in the garbage \8u/

Yeah, to my surprise, a lot of people don't like milk.
Or they like flavored milk and not plain.
I'll take just plain, but I LOVE chocolate milk.
My dad gets cake and puts it in a bowl and pours milk over it u8

I like that about humans, though. That something so horrible can become normal.
I typically prefer order and routine, but I know I will always adapt.

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Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡

Posted: Aug 5th, '20, 01:56

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They have those rage places where you can pay to destroy stuff so I don't think you're alone in that. XD I think it would be a waste of money for me. In the past, I might have thrown something once in a while, but I never felt like destroying everything in my path. When I'm that mad, I would be more likely to hit the person making me that angry. Not good. I rarely get that angry any more because I've worked on myself a lot and I cut myself off from people who enjoyed torturing me to get me that angry.

No, they don't. Yeah.

I see what you mean but some people don't fit a label neatly. After all these years, and many, many doctors, therapists, and hospitals, I still don't think my son has been properly diagnosed.

You could ask a doctor about it. I should hope they'd know what's going on. I don't think my mom will because she doesn't like to tell stuff about herself if she can avoid it. She comes from a more private generation and family.

That upset me too. I still think it's a planet. I make up my own galactic rules. XD

Chocolate milk is awesome! Too many calories for me right now though. XD Wow! I can see how that'd be kind of good. LOL

True. Adaptation is necessary in most situations. *nods* We're survivors for sure.

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