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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 10th, '20, 20:38    


Moi

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I've come to terms with who I am. Still not my biggest fan, but I don't outright hate myself anymore.

For me it's hard not to tell the truth in that case. Or like if someone buys a dress and it's hideous, I will be inclined to say it's hideous.
But I wouldn't be like "Yeah, you look FAT in that dress 8u"
I'd be like "I think you'd look better in this dress 8u/"
It's not the same thing, but I remember my friend being on her period and she bled through her pad and onto her skirt.
As soon as I saw that, I told her.
She thanked me.
I couldn't let her walk around like that :\
And I remember my bestie talking to me and she had something on her face so I told her and she thanked me xD

Who is the Youtuber 8u

I did not. I didn't say anything just like how I never said anything about anyone being mean to me. I suffered in silence xD
I don't know...I used to see him a lot, but never really talked to him.
He's family, but family I never got to know much.
I did hear he had a not so great life.
I know my aunt died a long time ago so he lost his mom.
Before he got locked up, he got drunk and tired to hit my dad and my dad moved out of the way or pushed him away and he ended up falling and breaking his leg.
Then he went around telling everyone my dad broke his leg xD

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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 11th, '20, 11:59    


Rayven

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That's something at least. I think most people feel that way.

Saying it nicely, like you would, is ok too. I just can't seem to do it . XD I would tell somebody those things too. How embarrassing to be walking around bleeding or with something on your face. XD

Grav3yardgirl (Bunny). I haven't watched her in a long time but I used to watch her a lot.

Awww. *hugs* Never suffer in silence. :qh: Oh, he sounds like a mess. XD Maybe he'll do some growing up in prison. I'm glad your dad didn't get hurt.

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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 11th, '20, 20:50    


Moi

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I've been the cruelest to myself. Calling myself ugly and stupid and worthless and better off dead.
No one's ever treated me as badly as I've treated myself 8,u

I tend to speak my mind sometimes. Which can be good but also bad xD
But I acknowledge some things need to be handled delicately.
So while I may want to say "DAMN YOU LOOK FAT IN THAT DRESS 8U" I know it's bad.
I think it's right to let someone know those things 8u

Oh my God...I was thinking of her when you mentioned the Halloween tree o___O
I love her videos but also haven't watched her in a while.
I go through stages of binging, though.
I remember watching her videos every day for over a month not too long ago xD

I figure no one wants to hear me, so I don't talk.
I can't blame him fully for how he acts because he did have a bad upbringing.
He's actually the one who got me to watch Nightmare Before Christmas.
He used to live with my grandma and we went to visit her and he let me watch the movie in his room.
He also let me play on his Sega when he had it.
He and the other male cousin both said I was going to be a school shooter because I'm quiet Bu

My dad can handle himself in a fight. I remember when my mom cheated on him with this guy and the guy was like "I'm going to go to your house and kick your ass!" to my dad.
He came over to kick my dad's ass and my dad kicked his ass all over the yard.
My dad even threw him into the neighbor's door and broke it.
My mom also told me that when they were younger and dating, my dad was driving and he pulled over, got out, walked up to this guy and punched him.
When he got back in the car, my mom asked why he did that and he said "He owed my brother money >Bu"
I remember these people broke into our car one night and my dad walked down there, stood behind the car and slammed his hands down on the trunk and scared the shit out of the thieves and they ran away xD

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I know you hear me,
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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 12th, '20, 12:43    


Rayven

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I can't say the same because I've been in abusive relationships, but my internal dialogue has been pretty bad at times too. I've worked on it a lot.

XD I speak my mind more than I used to but I still try not to say things that can hurt somebody. Unless I'm mad, then I'm bad. :qoops: I'm working on that too. XD

XD I watched her a lot years ago. I started watching her again a while back but I got tired of the drama and she kind of got on my nerves. I mean, I like her but she's got some issues. No amount of money is worth letting people drive you nuts and I can totally see her having a nervous breakdown from all of the criticism she receives. And she got on my nerves because she really doesn't help her situation much. She probably doesn't know what to do. *shrugs*

But we're not talking about having a conversation, if someone is being mean to you it doesn't matter if they want to hear what you have to say or not-fight back. :qh:

Me and my mom go back and forth on that issue. She feels more like you do but I feel like we can't blame everything on our childhood. I'm glad he wasn't always mean to you. Oh no. I'm glad that prediction didn't come true. O.O

Wow! Is your dad Vin Diesel? XD I wish my dad was like that. He's a chicken. *rolls eyes* So is my mom. I guess that's why I've had to be tougher, no one else is around here.

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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 12th, '20, 20:52    


Moi

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I'm sorry you were in an abusive relationship ;;

When I get really angry, I stop being scared and say stuff I normally wouldn't xD;


Yeah, I understand what you mean. I don't find her annoying because I guess I feel similar to her.
What with the anxiety and stuff.
That's why I like to avoid the spotlight and blend in to the background.
I don't like tons of attention on me because I can't handle it xD

Oh, I feel sorry for people and their upbringing, but they're still responsible for their own actions.
Whatever he did to get himself put in prison, he should do the time.
I just wish he had a better upbringing so he made better choices.

Nope 8u
He'd probably be more like Danny Trejo xD
My dad isn't scared of much.
I was talking to my aunt, his sister, about him and she said she thinks all the drug abuse fried his brain and that's why he doesn't get scared of stuff.
I dunno about that, but I do know he's willing to dangerous stuff like climbing a mountain and jumping off and flying around in a squirrel suit xD

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 13th, '20, 20:45    


Rayven

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Me too. But I'm good now for the most part.

XD I would pay to see that. I bet it's hilarious since you normally don't do that.

I don't mind attention as long as it's good attention. XD However, I tend to blush sometimes.

I understand what you mean. I wish he'd had a better life too. How old will he be when he gets out?

I love Danny Trejo! XD He's such a cuddly teddybear though, especially in real life. I'm sure he wasn't always but he is now. Does your dad look like him? XD

O.o He jumped off of a mountain wearing a squirrel suit? XD Some people just aren't scared of everything. I'm like that when I'm mad. I think I'm 10 feet tall and bulletproof. XD

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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 14th, '20, 01:48    


Moi

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People actually get a surprised expression on their faces when I snap.
They don't expect that from me.

Even good attention makes me want to run away and hide xD

He's a bit older than me so maybe in his 60s or 70s.
If he serves the whole 30 years.

People have said my dad resembles him, but I don't see it.
Other than them both being Mexican 8u

No, he's never done that, but he would do that.
I remember we were walking across the dam and he jumped up on the wall and was walking along it.

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 14th, '20, 14:20    


Rayven

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I bet. XD

Awww.

Wow. That's a long time, how sad. :qcry:

XD Well, I think it's hard to see things in our parents. It took me forever to realize that I do look a bit like my mom. Everyone says I look like Dad, and I do, but there's some of my mom there too. It also took me a long time to realize how pretty she is. To me, she's just Mom. XD

XD He must be athletic. I'd probably just fall. XD I'm clumsy though, I stub my toes all the time. :qoops:

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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 14th, '20, 20:35    


Moi

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Yeah, that's why I feel bad for him. I never asked about his relationship with my uncle.
Like I'm not super close to my uncle, but I like him.
But my cousins don't seem fond of him.
One of them posted a rant about how he only cares about one of his kids.

Yeah, people say I look mostly like my dad. My mom says I look like her too, but I can't tell who I look like more. I did use a Snapchat filter that had a beard and a mustache and I looked just like my dad uB

My dad is not athletic. He's actually pretty out of shape.
He's diabetic and told me he could have avoided it if he had exercised more.
He's just willing to do crazy stuff that looks fun xD

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"I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me,
I can taste it in your tears."



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 Post subject: Re: ♡ Kowai Desu ♡
Posted: Oct 15th, '20, 13:54    


Rayven

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It's so sad when families have issues like that. It would be nice if we could just get along and be happy. *sighs*

XD That's hilarious. That would have freaked me out. XD

Oh. XD I'm sorry to hear he's diabetic. Diet and exercise are key to avoiding diabetes. Well, for type 2 that works. My aunt had type 1 and she died because she didn't take care of herself. If she had handled her diabetes the way she should have I'm sure she would have lived longer. She was just a mess all the way around though. She was like Blanche off of Golden Girls. XD Did you ever watch that? You're probably a little young for that show but you might have seen reruns of it.

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