Kingdom of Knuffel

I'm afraid once I schedule things, life will hit me square in the face and my intricate plan will go fuck itself XD I tried doing it once, didn't even start that whole learning thing, lol. But I'll try my best this time.

Dream! *hits golden buzzer for golden confetti rain* Long time no chat! :D

There's a lot going on, but also not that much with me... If that makes sense

It has!!! Between my depression, counseling, and writing, I am usually way to tired to string more than to words together on here.

do spend a lot of time on writercentric discords, so I have been socially active. :}

How are you doing with your depression and stuff?

I'm unsuccessfully looking for a job, trying to learn more languages to be a more valuable employee (lol) and I'm struggling to outline my novel.

Also, yesterday evening I noticed my rats messed up the cable to my laptop's charger and since it's an old thing anyways, I think I'll just buy something new at this point... Lovely ratties, poor ol' Stefan 2.0 has to be replaced QuQ

(Stefan 1.0 i bf's old laptop, currently in my mom's possession. Idk why I keep naming laptops "Stefan" LOL)

Better Stefan than some of the things I've been calling my laptops.

Sorry to hear the job hunt isn't going well. Which languages are you currently focusing on?

My depression is being a steady 8 for a few months now. It's at it's highest since the last peak, but it's a mellow high so doable. :}

Well, mostly fanfiction right now.
At this moment i am working on several different stories, one is a Royal Au that I fear i bit of more than I can chew for.
But it brings me joy.

Can I ask what kind of magazine??? :}

Oh, I've been pretty mean to poor Stefan lately. Maybe he decided he's had enough and won't cooprate with the charger anymore, no matter that his battery is shit already

I should also see a dentist at last... Another thing to spend my savings on... And should take a few courses out of my own pocket because government help doesn't help at all with my unemployment.
My savings melt away :') Haven't spent any money on those things yet, but already complains, classic me XD

I'm mainly focusing on Spanish, as it seems easy and I see some demand for it. I'm also struggling with restoring my Hindi, because I think that's the second language I'm most likely to (re)learn fastest. Then I should focus on Swedish over Japanese (or Hindi, for that matter, Asian languages aren't as popular, thre's almost no demand, and if there is, it's for Chinese or Korean -_-;), but Swedish really kicks my butt with pronunciation and I'm intimidated QnQ

Oh, I forgot to mention my paternal grandma had a stroke, but she's making huge progress so I'm hopeful :) My dad is a mess though, he's too stressed out because of the situation.

Well, better 8 than a 10 Too bad it's pretty stable.
If writing makes you happy then I guess it helps? You tell yourself that: "what, I can't write that Royal AU fanfiction? Someone hold my bear " XD

Don't mind me...

I'll tell them to hold my tea, as I don't drink beer. (alcohol and depression, big no-no). :P

Those are some good languages.
Might look into Spanish after I complete my Danish. Used to know it.

Japanese gets translated by fans on scanlation sites so often because that is all the practice they can get. I find it sad as I'm certain there are beautiful stories in Japan we will simply never learn about.

Dentists can eat your coins at a scary rate.

I would be in the same position if all my money was going out instead of coming in.

My depression at an 8 oddly feels better than when it was at 6, less stress. :}

I don't drink alcohol either, but that's just the saying here ;P

6 worse than an 8?

At a six, my emotions are in a swing so I have days that feel worse. But at 8 my emotions are fairly shallow so less mood swings.

That causes a lot less stress. :}