Kingdom of Knuffel

Aw I am sure everything will be fine! It's so nice that you can get to know everybody at lunch ^.^

It's nice but then again, I'm socially awkward and an introvert and events like that scare me

Of course the labour office/job agency called me this morning and apparently one of their employees lied to me, because she told me I could apply for everything through e-mail and today I found out I can't so I had to send one application by regular post, then on Monday before my first day I'll have to go there and get my contract approved or something because shit, it isn't enough that it's signed and stuff... eh, of course this would happen. At least it's fixable.

I don't miss job agencies.

Oh darn :/ But at least you can fix it!

Yeah, I'll just have to get up really early on my first day, go to that office for them to approve my copy of the contract and leave the approved copy so I can never ever go there again in my life. Fuck the financial help, I don't care I'm gonna starve next time I lose my job And from there I'll have to go to work. Good thing the first day is all about training and getting to know the team. But on the other hand, the labour office is about 50 minutes away from my home, and 40 away from my work so... not so great. I do start the first day at 10 on Monday, but it doesn't change the fact that I'll have to go to the labor thing at right when they open... hopefully it won't take long

Also, my sister hugged me yesterday, it was weird and uncomfortable...

Aw mem, I am sure you'll do great. You have it all figured out :)

How are the rats btw?

And ew, so awkward. Why? :D

I hope so x.x

Rats are great. They took about a week to re-accomodate after we took them back from the hotel for rodents and bunnies and now they are back into their old habits of climbing onto the top of our wardrobe, playing with us, licking us and lousing our hair or idk how to call that behavior XD So yeah, they're back to normal, only took them a week or so :)

Why what? Why it was awkward or why did she hug me? For the first one, because I kinda don't talk to her, we're on not so great terms. As for the second, she hugged me because I'm a chicken and can't say no to people. I'm just that assertive that when somebody I don't want to touch asks if they can hug me, I say yes anyways... But I didn't hug her back.
Last night my grandma was like "I'm so happy you talked with her and everything" and I'm like, well, that talk wasn't that significant, and when I hinted that I still think she should've apologized for what she's done, she gave me the stink eye. So I let her know I'm still not okay with her values and she let me know she's not going to change them. But my grandma thinks that because we talked a bit - we're fine. But we're not. Our talk was basically about mom's job problems (because mom was talking about them with us) and about writing books (because I feel that's the only topic I can talk about with my sister and not want to just spit in her face).

Edit #125964o758: God dammit, why do I make so many typos? I think that arm workout took all of the strenght in my arms and now I can't hit the keys properly XD

Glad to hear the rats are fine :)!

I meant why did she hug you, I am fully aware you two don't get along :P
I see.. Well, I hope your grandma does not interpret too much into your brief conversation. On the other hand, grandmas are old, maybe she let her think that :D?

siblings are...hard.