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Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 21st, '15, 22:33
by Mikael Hart
The last time I got sore [because of exercise] was kayaking/paddle-boarding, and also working out]. I think today's soreness is a sign that I should eat regular meals and sleep normal hours. *facepalm*
XD Thanks! Eat the one that's biting me. D:<
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 21st, '15, 22:36
by Moi
-massages anyways- :U
Just because you said that, I won't eat it 8U
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 21st, '15, 22:39
by Mikael Hart
I don't know whether to say "Thank you," or "No, thank you," pfft.
Wooow.
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 08:24
by Raine Seryn
Thanks guys! ;u; no word yet, but it might take a while so... *keeps hoping*
@ Mika- yeah I have really really bad anxiety issues sometimes and that is one of them. It's not so much the house being empty, but the living room and kitchen upstairs must have no one in them. (I can push myself to shower if someone is asleep in the living room, but only if I am really dirty).
Like even if it's my own mom I just can't seem to do it. I'll start shaking and crying and freaking out. So I have to time it to the few hours when everyone is at work... =_= so I end up with like 1-2 showers per week *cries* It's part of why I really hope my bf gets this job and we can move out. I hate being dirty.
@ Moi- It's a neuro-stress drink. It's in this weird blue bottle. Kinda tastes like carbonated blue koolaid. LOL But I liked it a lot. I wish I remembered to buy one today while I was out cause now my bf has a headache so we can't go back.
I also got this sleep one from the same brand. I only drank half of it and I slept like a log. Woke up for 2 hours, and fell asleep again for another 4. @_@ I feel kinda drowsy now. Melanin usually makes me so stiff and groggy, I feel like a bus hit me. But I think this drink has only a little bit and I didn't drink it all so I'm only sleepy and not like miserable.
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 10:47
by Mikael Hart
Um, I don't want you to take this the wrong way, but is there a way you can see someone about your anxiety issues? It sounds really extreme and must be very difficult to deal with.
I think I mentioned before that I had my own anxiety issues [although not like yours] growing up, but I believe that God and my friends really helped me with that. It was really tough. *facepalm*
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 13:06
by Raine Seryn
I've thought about it, though honestly even if I could afford it I think I'd be too anxious to go. .__.
But its usually not too bad. I have people I can be around to socialize and I really think the shower thing right now is the worst part. ^^;
I've just been kinda working through things on my own and have support from my bf. I've gotten a bit better lately about a lot of things ;u;
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 13:24
by Mikael Hart
Yeah, I guess that makes sense. *patpat*
I'm glad you have people who support and understand you. :)
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 17:56
by Ziaheart
M o i wrote:
Zia: Let's get in Mika's freezer during menopause u8
Deal!
I hope you get better with your coping mechanisms, Raine. Glad to hear you've made progress!
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 18:58
by Moi
Raine: I need a 24 pack of those D:
I take medication and see a psychiatrist and I still get bad anxiety xD
Re: Raine's Hangout- <3 OPEN
Posted: Aug 22nd, '15, 22:14
by Mikael Hart
No grossness, guys! I'm a very clean person. With mess piles. Clean mess piles of boxes and books. *facepalm*