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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '11, 03:26
by damuleofladyceres
I wish my credit card would get charged and the item i ordered get shipped as soon as possible I just want to make sure the item I make you looks perfect.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '11, 03:26
by nessomrand
Somtimes I really do like animals more than people. I just wish everyone would leave me alone and yet I really want them to pay attention to me. I'm a selfish, hypocrite who often is mean to the people who love me most while letting all the words I want to say to others slide by. I want people to stop telling me what to do. I want to be stronger. Most of all I just want to be nicer to people. Sometimes I feel like I'm not in control of what I do; like I'm hovering over my own body-or the words coming out of my mouth aren't mine. And the guilt afterwords is horrible. I just wanna be ...... different. I want the lonliness to go away, but I can't change myself enough to make it.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '11, 07:13
by Maddi
Ive been at the new school for a while now . he wont talk to me .. its almost like he ignores me . Is Megan right ? is he a vampire like she is ? and mr. lyne ? I believe her .. he could kill me so easily .. but i love him with al my heart .. He must have a supernatural power for him to know that i love him .. but does he know ? he sure acts like it .. Will he transform me if he falls in love with me ? i made that wish , that wish on the moon .. will it come true ? Is naz right ??? i dont know , but i need to know ..
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 22nd, '11, 15:44
by angeLoVe
We used to play together
we used to go together
Have lunch together, or at the shopping mall
even it's not just the two of us, with our friends I mean, I am more than happy.
It's been two years
do you know how much I want you?
the one that I desire is you, not him.
but yeah, I dated him.
it's because I don't wanna lose him, he's our best friend.
he said if I don't accept his heart, he will go forever.
what else I can do?
although I was with him, my heart is still yours forever, RV.
but I just can't stand it.
I don't have any feelings for him, yeah I loved him, but only as a friend.
do you know how much I suffered?
you're his very best friend.
Losing him, means losing you too.
But I'm still just a human.
I can't stand his attitude.
He's just too...careless..
And got a really bad temper.
he doesn't like to try for something to work.
he hates study, but he doesn't have any talent.
if his family has a large company and he's the successor, I still can understand that.
but the fact, he isn't.
And I was the one who have to pay for his meal, or even pay for his parking lot.
Oh boy, I am a girl. It's not supposed to be that way...
And I found out that he was a big jerk, and wanna find another girlfriend.
That's why I dumped him.
But he's a real drama king.
he act like he was the victim, and tell everyone that I was the one who's being mean.
Do you believe him too, RV?
I really wanna tell you, but I'm afraid.
Now, the only thing I can do is watching you...just from afar.
I really want to go back, I don't care if I lose him, but I don't wanna lose you..
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 23rd, '11, 01:30
by ladyceres
I'm starting to actually care about the people I've been cleaning houses for; I was so upset to hear the woman went to the hospital and I started to feel sorry for another woman who can't drive cause her vision is so bad D:.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 23rd, '11, 19:15
by Moi
Lately I feel like I'm changing.
I'm afraid to embrace the change as it is not who I used to be and I don't feel like myself.
But it feels like if I deny the change, I will never get over my anxiety and live life.
I'm not sure which way to go lately.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 23rd, '11, 23:40
by Alsaac
I've never been in a relationship and I've never tried. Most of the time I just think I'm supposed to be alone. Antisocialness prevents me...but is it really just me? Sometimes I feel like no one cares....but I know I at least have my family. Everytime I see someone in a relationship I feel lonely but I read romance manga and watch romantic movies. Am I a machoist? *sigh*
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 24th, '11, 23:21
by Kerla
Thanks to my brothers suicide three years ago I've been depressed and its finally driven me to a point on that day for the last three years I've been crying and I don't eat. Family doesn't actually know how bad it gets and rather then the pain going away it gets worse by the year.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 25th, '11, 20:54
by Lawliet
My father has his car back and is driving again. I moved away so he wouldn't find me.... but he's driven by the my house beeping 3 times today. I'm so scared, I don't know what to do... I'm afraid to leave the house.... I don't want to be alone here....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Mar 25th, '11, 22:39
by Moi
There is no fear or respect.
I keep silent because I want your money.
I feel nothing for you.