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Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:02
by Moi
I've never thought being gay was wrong and I've been writing and reading gay things since I was a little girl.
But does what I believe and think really matter?
Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:05
by Suugar-Fiend
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It matters.
it should
more to yourself than anyone else
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Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:11
by Moi
I only care if it matters to God.
I don't want to get to heaven and have him ask me "Why did you go against my teachings? Do you not know that I'm God and not you?"
And what answer would I give?
Would I even love God if he disagreed with me?
Would I want to go to heaven if I was wrong?
What if God does hate gays or thinks they're wrong?
That's not the God I want to know and love.
Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:18
by Suugar-Fiend
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i could not answer that
because i really do not know
i only know that God
would not be that way
that's what i believe
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Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:24
by Moi
I'll never know the answer.
I can accept what I believe to be God, or I can stand in confusion the rest of my life.
And be an emotional wreck the rest of my life.
I'm at a fork in the road and I don't know which way to go, so I'm just standing here.
And people around me keep moving forward.
The world stopped for me, but it didn't stop for them.
I don't want to be left alone, I want someone to hold my hand and tell me which way to go.
But it's my decision to know which way to go and I can't make my own decisions.
I'd rather run away and hide.
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Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:36
by Suugar-Fiend
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*extends hand*
well then, i'll come back for you
no one should be left behind to run away or hide
i'm not sure what you think god really is
but i know that my god is forever kind and forever loving
even when he does things that we don't understand
or doesn't do things we think he should
even when we never see him
it does not mean he is not there
but in the end, i may only show you what path i took
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Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:42
by Suugar-Fiend
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Dancing bears
Painted wings
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
once upon a december
Far away, long ago
things I yern to remember
and a song someone sings
Once upon a December
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Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 22:49
by Moi
I used to believe that God was kind and loving.
Now I'm afraid of him. He's angry with me.
The bible is his words and thoughts and I disagree with some of it.
Which means I disagree with God and what god would love someone who did that?
Then again, I disagree with my uncle, but I love him.
If a human can do it, God can do it, right?
I'm just confused. I don't know what to believe anymore.
My mom bought me a small, fake white rose.
I love my mom so much, but all I can do is let her down.
I let my dad down too.
I let my sister down.
I let everyone down.
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Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 23:35
by Suugar-Fiend
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Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared beneath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I the king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance
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Re: • • Ｃ ｉ ｔ ｙ ℴℱ Ｌ ｉ ｇ ｈ ｔ • •
Posted: Feb 6th, '12, 23:41
by Moi
I wish I could have seen this coming.
I miss my old life.
I would have enjoyed it more.