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my love took me to the river to silence me
This love's killing me but I want it to  25%  [ 12 ]
So long you're gone just like I always knew  27%  [ 13 ]
But I'm still here waiting for you  48%  [ 23 ]
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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 16th, '17, 05:35    


Madissskin

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I wish I could migrate for the winter. School holds me back and it's getting stupidly cold. It's a dry cold and I am wearing leggings, jeans, a tank top, a button up, a sweater, a peacoat and a scarf to stay warm. Dont forget long socks and boots. I hate utah.

All of my friends ended up gay or transgender. I didn't expect that outcome.

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I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as the starfish loves a coral reef and as kudzu loves trees, even if the oceans turn to sawdust and the trees fall in the forest without anyone around to hear them. I will love you as the pesto loves the fettuccini and ats the horseradish loves the miyagi, and the pepperoni loves the pizza.

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 20th, '17, 21:04    


Moi

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It's weird here. I'll be cold, but if I walk for five minutes, I'm hot and change clothes and put my fan on xD

You know what makes it funnier with what happened to me?
I was really big into Boy Love and didn't notice my gay friend was gay.
8,u

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A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 21st, '17, 08:05    


Madissskin

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That's actually pretty funny you didn't see that your friend was gay.

I'm dreading Thanksgiving and all of the questions to come with it.

Being half white half Hispanic, and Jewish with baptist and Mormon family is really terrible.

Plus I got accepted to an east coast art college and my mom made the mistake of telling the entire family because she is so damn proud.

I'm personally excited for the day when my great grandma doesn't huff and puff about my parents being of different color and asking me if I am going to date a white guy or a latinX guy considering I am a mixed latinX/white Jewish person.

How do you feel about holidays in general?

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I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as the starfish loves a coral reef and as kudzu loves trees, even if the oceans turn to sawdust and the trees fall in the forest without anyone around to hear them. I will love you as the pesto loves the fettuccini and ats the horseradish loves the miyagi, and the pepperoni loves the pizza.

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 24th, '17, 06:25    


Lianna

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Is it bad that I knew someone that would pretend to be gay for attention?
I don't talk to them, haven't in, oh, four and a half years now
Yeesh
The shit they claimed for attention...

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 26th, '17, 23:32    


Moi

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Awww. I hope the art college goes well for you.
And I hope you had a decent Thanksgiving.
I had family talk badly about my dad because he's Mexican, so I got a little used to it.
To be honest, I tend to just get my food and hide in my room on holidays xD;
When I was a kid, I'd just get my food and eat by myself while the party went on.
I'm not very talkative or social, but I sometimes like to listen to my family talk at get-togethers.
My dad's side always has me in stitches xD

Lianna: I've come across a lot of people that lie for attention.
A big one I've seen is mental illness.
And it makes it bad for people who actually do have mental illness.

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I know you hear me,
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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 28th, '17, 12:33    


Lianna

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Claiming mental illnesses seems to be almost a fad
Which yeah, doesn't help those that legitimately have them

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 30th, '17, 08:23    


Madissskin

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While I don't think its great,

I think it helps with opening the conversation, which can often be the hardest step though. My mom found me holed up in my room not going to school for a while until she sat my ass down and asked me my issues, and why I cried every time I got a text message.

Turned out I had anxiety disorder and was pretty agoraphobic.

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I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as the starfish loves a coral reef and as kudzu loves trees, even if the oceans turn to sawdust and the trees fall in the forest without anyone around to hear them. I will love you as the pesto loves the fettuccini and ats the horseradish loves the miyagi, and the pepperoni loves the pizza.

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Nov 30th, '17, 10:38    


Lianna

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Yikes

Coping better now?

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Dec 2nd, '17, 00:15    


Madissskin

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Oh yes. I am now a functioning adult who goes to school and work part-time.

I would change a lot of things about my life but its pretty good overall.

Would you change anything about your life?

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I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as the starfish loves a coral reef and as kudzu loves trees, even if the oceans turn to sawdust and the trees fall in the forest without anyone around to hear them. I will love you as the pesto loves the fettuccini and ats the horseradish loves the miyagi, and the pepperoni loves the pizza.

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 Post subject: Re: Zenith
Posted: Dec 3rd, '17, 10:23    


Lianna

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If I could somehow magically get a decent job...
LOL

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