Kingdom of Knuffel

Jup, we're chatting right now, and we're kind of in the middle of a break up.

Well, we started as good friends, and we just go back to being good friends. We both agreed starting a relationship based on friendship is a good thing because if there's a "this is not going to work like this", a breakup will be less hard for the both.

Doesn't mean I'm not sad though...

What makes it even sadder is that today exactly we had a relationship for 5 months...

Damn... sadder than I thought.

Well. That's one. The breakup is now official...
And I have no idea if you could so something for me, Lulu... he was my first boyfriend, so this is also my first breakup... No idea what to say, what to think, or what to do.

I just talked to my mom, got a hug from her, and now some of our mutual friends ask what happened. I do know we'll stay friends though. It just didn't work on a more serious basis.

I feel relieved now that I've talked to my mom and cried for a moment (still feel cold, shaky, like crying). But I'll probably go listen to music or play a game or something. I'll see... I guess.