Kingdom of Knuffel

uh that's gonna be awkward

I really want to go to my sister's wedding but I don't want to bring up old stuff that happened in the past and I'm worried that may happen and I'm worried my dad will be the one to bring it up :mcsleepy:

Why the hell are you so distant lately?
You keep running into a problem and life and in response to a problem you can't fix right away you just..shut down and GIVE UP. I try to talk to you, help you out, make you feel better, but you won't fucking ANSWER me.
All you can say to me is shit like "Ok", "Maybe", and "Whatever".

Sorry for trying to help you out, asshole.

What the fuck is wrong with you? You told me you always wanted to be the best you could for me even if I didn't care, and it seems to me like you were just blowing smoke out of your ass.

You can't drive your car to take me places. Okay? I have a car.
Not able to drive a car for a few weeks does not make you a failure.

You're having trouble getting work because someone is shit-talking you to potential employers and telling lies.
Okay?
I don't need you to spend ungodly amounts of money on me, even though you seem to think I need that to live.

Why can't you cheer up? Your life isn't over, and the only reason you're the failure you say you are is because you're giving up too easily. Grow the fuck up and put your balls back on.

Why do you think you need a car or money to be happy in life?

~I don't know much longer I can I can continue to live like this.
Will you still love me if I change?
Will my friends stay by my side through this?

I HATE SEEING THAT FUCKING FACE
I HATE THE BITCH IN THE MIRROR THAT'S STARING BACK

Please, please.... Just leave me alone for awhile....
I want to be alone.
I really need to be just for a little while~

*edit cause do not want double post*

Well that pretty much broke my heart.
Pretty sure it broke his too.

I feel like a small child on the inside, I say whats on my mind, I find joy in strange things. I wonder if I will ever mature. I forgive and forgive over and over and over again! If I don't forgive I feel evil. All of my "friends" Tell me Im still 9 on the inside. I wonder..

I dont understand how I got the entire school to hate me..

I don't think it's a good idea for you to visit your grandson; I'm sorry but i don't think he's THAT busy enough not to call you

~Ne, ne little bitch, I don't know who you think you are or why you think it's okay that you touch my man so freely. Oh, what's that? you've hung out with him ONE time? Congrats, and guess what I SHARE THE SAME BED AS HE DOES. And why is it that you insist on working your way into EVERY single one of my male friend's lives? Yeah, have you noticed how none of them talk to you? I sure have. Enjoy your life, sow.

And to my wonderful man, don't you even dare think your not on my shit list too. You know I wanted to go, and you have an extra ticket.... So are you really gonna say "fuck it" on 45$ all because you don't want to "worry about me"? I'm a big boy assfuck, I can take care of myself. I DON'T need you there holding my hand every step of the way. Have fun at your concert, love. I hope you get your ass beat hard and you know what would be even more fun? If you get arrested!

Don't come crying to your "poor, cute, little" boyfriend when you do. I sure as hell won't bail your ass out.

Much love,
B.B.

I worry, care, and think about you more than you know. I don't want you to know this... Because I don't want you to feel as if you were a burden. No, no, no, it should be me worrying about whether I'm a burden or not to you. I care about you. I love you. <3

I think you put yourself in these situations..

I don't know how to help you..

I can't sit there and listen to it every time it happens.

I could say the economy's bad but what kind of excuse is that?

I predicted this was gonna happen, you were gonna have some kind of argument with my sister's father and end up crying and having to move out because of it.

And I predicted she would have taken her dad's side in the matter because i think she LOVES him more than you and that sucks.

This isn't my place to get involved and if I do it'll mess things up more than it should.

You want to be too strong for your own good.
I know opening up is very hard for you, but I hope you know you can share this deal with me.

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