Kingdom of Knuffel

Well if you can't ask I should have said "I'm fantastic!" of course. ;D
It's just. That endless stream of bad luck. It's reaching new heights again. You already know about my bird right? You shared my pic on Facebook. Thanks for that by the way, I hope it'll reach other people in the neighborhood eventually. <3
Anyway I don't think I'm ever gonna see him back. He for sure isn't gonna return on his own, and who does actually look at a bird like that to see if he's got a ring?
I went looking for him but with weather like this, all jackdaws just hide. Oh, how I hope that he's been taken care of, either by humans or other jackdaws... he's too young and too tame to make it on his own I'm afraid...
And as if matters aren't bad enough, my dad has been a gigantic donkey's ass for the past week and... well that's hard to explain, but it makes things terribly worse. And then there's that ridiculous health insurance that came in the moment you asked me how I was so that was a bit of the straw, you know. xD
Of course I had these issues of becoming an airline pilot, and having to get through those health tests. Because I still had the ADHD stamp on my forehead I needed to get rid of that before I could be approved. Therefore I went to a shrink and he could decide pretty quickly that I was alright, that it's all just been puberty crap. It took like. One time half an hour. And the other time I was out in 10 minutes. Apparently that cost a whooping €500,-, and the health insurance thinks it necessary to charge me €200,- "Eigen Bijdrage" and €211,- "Eigen Risico". As if that isn't the same. But yeah, it's a €70,- difference. While we pay €200,- a month. Other than that I take the pill. That is it. So why the hell pay so much?
I mean, when you need it you can't even use it! My mom seriously doesn't dare to smile on pictures anymore because all her teeth broke off. But because there are still some left... "it's just cosmetic. It's not a health issue." So they won't pay. But we honestly can't pay it ourselves. So there she is, practically toothless, now almost a vegetarian because she can't chew meat and many other foods really xD
Oh yeah, and the worst thing about this bill is that everything I paid to get into flight academy was worthless. Since I can't get a loan I can't pay the education itself. So bye-bye about €1500,-. That could've been my bloody driver's license. It's now the knowledge that I could start a training at BAFA if I ever win the lottery and I am healthy enough to become an airline pilot. >.<"

Aaargh. You don't have to read all that. It just feels good to get it off my chest. It just all pisses me off so badly. I just wonder where all the good news gets lost. I mean, the good news that actually stays good, not the good news I may enjoy for a short while and then gets ripped away from me again >>

Bbq? I hope the weather in Belgium is better than here! Otherwise I hope you've got a roof over it... :(

And 2 kilos? Wow! Congratulations!!! :D
That's quite a lot for one week o.O
How much are you planning to lose still?

wow, Merry, if yo usum it up like that...
*hugs* (the weather won't make it any better)

I'm going to fitness next monday, boy am I not looking forward to that
I doubt it'll make me loose weight though...

No, the weather makes me even more gloomy, especially since it makes it impossible to find Sully...

Why? Fitness is healthy whether you like it or not ^_^;;

I'm sure it's healthy, otherwise I'd never do it...

it's just... I have little fat to loose... I wouldn't be much surprised to actually gain weight because I would developing some muscles...

Aww Merry. :( *hugs*
That sounds ridiculous, how much you have to pay.

And no the weather isn't any better here.
And I still need to lose 10 kilos. But it's a start. :)

That's good weight. Personally I don't care too much for weight; I care about what I see in the mirror. And at the moment that's mostly icky fat. I think I weigh about 57 kg now. If I would stay at that same weight but instead of at a lazy fuck I would see a nice and healthy strong young lady in the mirror, I'd be very happy.
Still I'm nothing more than a lazy fuck so the muscles won't come, either. x3

I know right. And they keep raising it, it's insane. But other than the pill and that last psychology bill, I never use any of it!

Well that means you'll be there in less than two months if you keep this rate up. :D
Which you most probably won't since the more you lose, the harder it becomes. But that's a good sign. ;D
I think it's an amazing start. <3

merry, you pay 200E per month for insurance?
I pay 100, you maybe you could switch companies?

Actually, my mom pays it. You know, since I can't be trusted with home issues. ^_^;;
I also don't know if that's for my mom and me both, or what else is added... Well I don't think anything's added since I don't use anything else...
But yeah. I'm not sure if it would be better with other companies. Fact is they steal your money and you get fucked in return. >>

well... I think the system is messed up, but I think that of all 'privatised' systems...

Privatised? What do you mean?

I agree with you on the messed up part though, but yeah, that's Holland in the so called crisis. Still I wonder what's more of a crisis, that my mom can't have her teeth fixed or that the government is short a million.
Oh, wait. I do know what I consider more of a crisis. >>
It's just bloody ridiculous is all I can say.
I mean, if I can't get a good job, what am I worth to the government? Shouldn't they help students? o.O
Who's gonna fly their big corporate jets if they don't give out pilot loans anymore? >>