Kingdom of Knuffel

Rayven: Well, to be fair, you guys online are my only friends 8,u
I have no friends in real life.
I mean you guys are real life, but you're not physically near me u8

He already got it fixed u8
My mom said it was a problem with a wire.
It might have taken you out with it u8
I remember helping my dad move stuff and the dolly we used to move some stuff was in the way.
He told me to kick it it out of the way, but when I kicked it - it fell over in our way.
He told me "I said kick it not kill it U8"

My mom makes good beef stew, fried steak, garlic chicken, and some other stuff I love.
I really need to learn it because when she does die, if I don't die first, I won't have her or her food ;;
Yeah, our house is being worked on, but the guy working on it - my mom's BF - lives in Oklahoma and we gotta wait for him to come back before it gets worked on again.
I'd never step foot in her house again when mine is done xD

My mom pissed me off the other day. I needed a new fan, so she offered to buy me one. We looked at some and I said "I don't really want these, let's just go."
Then she harassed me over and over to get the fan after I said no.
So I got annoyed and she said I was embarrassing her because I was like "I have a fan. A shitty one, but I have one. Let's just go."
And she said she wanted to punch me because I was embarrassing her.
Then she tried to still put blame on me for making her upset.
I SAID NO. I DON'T WANT A FAN. LET'S GO.
But no, she had to fuck with me after I said no and then told me I was embarrasing her >___>

She's an super rare character, but she kinda sucks. She doesn't do much damage and can silence things so they can't use their skills, but she's only really good in PVP. I don't do PVP so she's useless to me. A super rare character should be good. Not sucky Bu

When I was little, my dad was holding my hand and we were walking around and some fire fell off of his cigarette and landed on my wrist and burned me.
I still have the scar 8u
He's Narcoleptic so he randomly falls asleep. It's dangerous. He needs to just quit =__=

I never considered them eating each other o___O

Tam: No no no no you don't need to pay me uB
I just got my stimulus, I don't need any money 8,u

Tam-The way my mom makes them is and it takes close to 4 hours. O.O I think I'm dying if something takes an hour. XD There probably are easier ways though. Oh, that's cute. XD I'm glad she doesn't throw them at people.

Moi-I know what you mean. *nods* I don't either but I don't really want any. I used to but I got tired of people. XD I would probably make an exception if I'd gotten to know them well online and they happened to be near to where I live.

Awesome! I'm glad he got it fixed.

Yeah, it might have. XD I doubt it though unless it caught me off-guard. I'm pretty strong for a woman. You can't help it you're stronger than you realized. XD

I know. Sad for us and our taste buds.

Wow! O.O Couldn't she have picked someone that lived close? XD How often does he come down?

Parents can be soooo pushy. I'm mad at my mom right now too. XD She keeps pushing my buttons over my son. She enables him and babies him no matter what he does and then I'm the bad guy. I'm over it all. *sighs really big* I'm sorry you and your mom got into it. So...you didn't get the fan right? XD I embarrassed my mom in the store not too long ago. She told me to calm down about something and I loathe being told to calm down. So then I got more upset and it all backfired on her. XD

Awww. But you can still collect useless characters right? I think I would just like to collect them. XD I'm assuming you have to achieve the right to use the characters somehow. Or can anyone use them and you just own skins to dress them up? Sorry, I've never played a game like that. XD

I bet he felt bad. Yeah, I don't think Narcolepsy and smoking are compatible. O.O

I didn't either. I have to learn everything the hard way. Poor Toadie Wartface.

Blackout: What do you mean? Transformers are people!

Calm down, old woman. She meant human people.

Blackout: Oh. *snort* That wouldn't be a gift. They like their Clementines to eat, not to wear.

*Tam is weird. Yes*

Moi, okay!

Rayven: With me it's like...people need to come here to meet me because I never leave home xD

He got it fixed and then something went wrong with his car >Bu
I'm pretty sturdy so it's hard to knock me over. Unless I'm just not paying attention.

Well, we had a neighbor working on our house, but he stopped. When my mom's BF came down, he offered to do everything for free so xD
He already got a big chunk of it done, but a lot more to go u8

Yeah, that's not a good way to go about it :\
We got the fan anyways because my sister wanted it.
Well, if I say something, that's it.
I don't want to argue or be persuaded Bu

Since they're super rare, you kinda get let down because you think "I'm so lucky!" then they give you garbage.
Like I had one to claim on my one account and I got so excited and it gave me someone I don't like and will never use so they just gave me garbage Bu
You summon Shikigami and whoever you get, you can level them up and fight with them and you can unlock and buy outfits for them to wear.
Since you need ones good for battle, getting ones that SUCK is bad.
Especially when doing PVP because they'll put a level 10 person against a level 50 person and when the level 10 person loses, the game is like "YOU LOST DID YOU KNOW YOU LOST YOU NEED TO UPGRADE!"
Like of course they lost, it was like a grown man fighting a baby >Bu

Yeah, he felt bad. I said I got it when we were at a carnival or fair and he and my mom said they had no idea what I was talking about ._.
I swear it was a fair because there were rides and games and stuff >Bu
I also swear I remember my skin bubbling u8
And people get pissed at him for failing to do stuff he's supposed to do when he FALLS ASLEEP RANDOMLY.
He works his ass off, is always tired, falls asleep randomly and people get their panties in their cracks about him oversleeping and stuff.

Tam: I'm getting close to done with the sketch for her. I've been working on it and taking a break and coming back to it. Something felt off about it, but I think I've fixed it u8

Tam-Oops! Yes, I meant human people.

No, Tam has a great imagination.

Moi-Well, I'd be happy to stop by if I ever get down that way.

If I ever make it to Canada I'll stop and see Tam too. Unfortunately, I'm poor and I doubt I ever get to travel that much.

Your poor dad.

When it rains it pours. Me too. XD But I'm pretty good at knocking other people over. I have to be careful when I'm in a hurry because I could really bowl someone over. XD

That's good. Hopefully, it won't take him long to fix the rest.

Me too but people, especially my mom, just won't leave me alone.

I see. That would not be a fair fight. XD

Wow! I had something similar happen. When I was 3 or 4 I was watching fireworks with my mom, dad, and grandma and a spark from the fireworks burned my neck. It hurt really bad and I started hiding under their lawn chairs but I was too scared and just wanted to leave. My parents decided to leave and my grandma got mad. Like, don't you care that your grandchild got burned??? I'm just lucky it left a mark because I don't think grandma believed me until she saw the burn. I'm sorry your family doesn't remember. It's really annoying when you remember something but everyone else forgot. :/

Panties in their cracks. XD Too funny. Awww, that would be difficult. Does he take medication for it?

Believe me. Panties up where they don't go is not funny.

I can remember when I was around sixteen. I was holding a larger pony while the owner looked at her feet or something, and the pony swung around to slam into me. The owner got out of the way and told me to move back quick.

I set my feet and braced my shoulder, and that pony couldn't figure out what she'd hit. I joke that if anyone ever did run into me at a crosswalk that their flimsy modern car would be totaled.

Yeah, it's a pain going to another state. I've only done it once 8u

I hope the year is good for him. I wish I could fix anything that goes wrong.
I also can ram into people and knock them over.
My sister tried to run into me and knock me over and it didn't work.
I said "Now it's my turn Bu" and she said "No \uB/"

I think my mom said he's staying somewhere that uses gas heaters and he doesn't like them so he wants to stay somewhere with electric heaters and my mom told him if the power went out, he'd freeze to death xD
We have gas heaters. I don't care for them that much - I'd rather have central heat and air, but our house sucks Bu

I'm the type of person who's been pushed around their whole life and when someone keeps picking at them and picking at them and picking at them - they eventually snap.
And if they snap, people act like they're unreasonable and/or crazy.
It's never the fault of the person harassing them Bu

Yeah, the game pisses me off with the PVP and some of the events.
New players can't do most events. They're way too hard. Which is NOT how you get new people to play your game. You don't tell them "Hey, here's an event 8D You can't play >Bu"

That's really bad and terrible u8<
If my....Well, if my sister fell as a kid, I'd laugh at her xD
Mostly because she'd fall, be fine, then my mom would freak out and make my sister freak out.
If I fell, my mom would freak out but my dad would tell me "You're okay, get up!"
So when kids fall or whatever, I'm like "You're fine 8u" but a kid getting BURNED is not fine Bu
They remember me getting the injury, but they said we weren't at a work carnival or fair.
See, I swear one of my dad's jobs had a little carnival for workers and families.
We went to it and he accidentally burned me and we went back to the motel because we didn't have a house anymore.
But they said there were no work carnivals .__.
It's funny, you know? If we didn't have scars, it's like it never happened.
Maybe we remember wrong or we remember stuff that never happened.
But the scar is proof 8u

He takes the same meds I do to help him sleep. I know he takes another one for his Diabetes that I also take for restless leg syndrome and he takes insulin and...he used to take pills the doctor gave him to keep him awake. But like...he takes pills to help him sleep and he had pills to make him stay awake.
I don't know if he still takes the awake ones, though.
I know he chugs energy drinks Bu

When he was in prison, he had to go to meetings with other prisoners to take time off his sentence and he'd fall asleep.
They threatened to kick him out of the group and he'd have to serve all his years because he kept falling asleep.
When he told me that, it pissed me off. So I sent in a complaint like "Hey, my dad has Sleep Apnea and he's Narcoleptic so he can't help falling asleep. Those are actual medical problems and I don't appreciate how he's being treated."
And my complaint worked ._.
I couldn't believe it xD
He called me and thanked me.
Then he finally had surgery on his shoulder and while he was still in recovery, they tried to make him do manual work. After he had surgery.
I was like "Oh hell no >__>" and sent in another complaint and it worked xD
Some people in prison are good people who made horrible mistakes. They do their time, learn their lesson, and won't do it again. They're not garbage meant to be thrown away.
My family is not garbage. You either do what you're supposed to do by taking care of them in your care, or I'll fucking sue you Bu

Interestingly enough, they had bats at the prison. I can't remember what they were used for, but they helped with something so they weren't just pests.
Well, one got loose and everyone was using nets and stuff, trying to catch it.
My dad said it was flying around frantically and he just snatched it out of the air with his hand.
He said everyone freaked out because he just grabbed it out of the air xD
He said people called him a vampire xD
The bat did bite him, though so there was a time where I was worrying it was rabid and my dad would get rabies.
But that's so cool uB
He just grabbed a freaking bat out of the air with his hand uB

Tam: >xD
Yeah, I'm pretty much the same way.
There's a stance I make naturally so it's nearly impossible to knock me over.

Tam-XD No, it's not.

You sure taught her a lesson. XD According to my dad, all horses are mean. I don't believe that but I do think they'll use their size and weight to see if they can intimidate people sometimes. When I went on that trailride this fall there was a horse that kept trying to rake its rider's legs into trees, etc. The guy finally got onto it and it quit. It did not quit being ornery though. XD

Moi-Actually, I love to travel. I just don't have the money right now. I've been to several states and I've been to Illinois a million times since it touches Missouri and it's the closest state to where I'm at.

You're a very good daughter.

Oh no. Poor sister. XD

There's pros and cons to every kind of heat source. I think it's best to have a couple of different kinds. We have central heat and air here, the heat is propane. But we also use electric heaters to supplement most of the time.

I know. Story of my life too. *shakes head* I've realized that part of the problem is that we are too hard on ourselves when we finally set a boundary with people and that we should also set them sooner, before we snap. But we'll always feel like the bad guy because we're people-pleasers. Or, at least I am. I suspect you are too.

Yeah, that's not fair. I only have one site that's like that but they only do it on a specifice day of the Christmas event when older pets are rereleased. Too many people were creating extra accounts to get them. Now they just won't let someone adopt the pets that day if they joined after a certain date. I can understand why they do it though and I agree with it. For your site, it sounds like it's more of a competition for experienced players than an event.

Sometimes we can't help but laugh when people get hurt. My mom always used to say, "I'd have had to laugh even if you'd died." XD Oh, I see. I'm sure your memory is real though. Either they just forgot (my parents forget major stuff all the time) or you may have mixed the memory of the place up with getting burned. I'd bet money both happened though. I never looked at it that way. Very deep. *nods approvingly* Maybe that's part of the reason we have scars. So we remember not to do that again. XD

Hmmm. My cousin swears he's narcoleptic and that he takes Ritalin for it. Sometimes I wonder if he's not just on something illegal though and he just says that to explain why he acts weird. Energy drinks taste terrible. Plus, they're not good for my anxiety.

Oh wow. Good for you and for him.

I bet you're your dad's hero.

Good reflexes! I hope the bat was ok. Yeah, it can be very dangerous if a bat bites you or even drools on you. I love bats. I want one as a pet, one that doesn't have rabies of course. XD

I'd like to travel the world, but I'd also not stay long and want to return home as quickly as possible.
That's why I wish I could teleport xD
Like "Wow! Tokyo is so awesome time to head home for tonight 8D *poofs*"

That's what people tell me - I'm a good daughter. I feel like I let my family down, though.
They spent so much money sending me to school just for me to drop out and become a recluse and can't take care of myself.
I'm a loser.

To be honest, I trust these gas heater less after hearing about this little girl who was killed because the gas company didn't detect the leak. The SAME gas company we use xD
They really fucked up and it's costed people their lives.
The video was so sad.
This little girl was filming herself getting ready to go cheering because she was a cheerleader and her room just exploded. It was on camera.
She was in the hospital and eventually died.
It's fucked up and sad and scary.
Since I saw that video, our heaters make me paranoid xD

I've gotten to where I just want people to leave me alone. If I tell them "Leave me alone." they get pissed and harass me even more.
Like I have no right to be alone. I'm being a bitch.
Which totally makes me definitely want to spend time with them Bu

They expect everyone to make friends and join a guild and help each other. I don't want to do all of that. I shouldn't HAVE to do all of that. I just want to play a game by myself and then maybe make friends and join a guild. I shouldn't have to seek people out and join guilds to make progress.
There's also a mentor and apprentice system in the game.
I got a request from someone to be their apprentice so I accepted.
Then they were like "Hey nice to meet you what's your name where are you from do you have social media do you want to add me just ask me for help when you need it do you need help right now!?!?!?"
Like holy shit back off uB<
They meant well but they just overwhelmed me instantly xD
I ended up not getting on for a couple days because they overwhelmed me and then they ditched me because I didn't get on for two days.
I also joined a guild and wasn't on the two days and they ditched me.
Which I found really shitty.
My bestie said it's because they want active people but what if I was sick or broke my leg or was visiting family since it was around the holidays?
It was TWO DAYS uB<

I always laugh at stuff. It's a defense mechanism. I remember my bestie getting hurt and I laughed for a second and someone turned to me and said "WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING!? SHE GOT HURT! THAT'S NOT FUNNY!"
People have yelled at me a lot in my life because of it.
Sometimes when I'm angry or sad I just feel the urge to laugh hysterically.
I can feel it bubbling up inside me but I don't do it. Because I acknowledge it's weird.
I probably confused myself but it seems so...real. Like I feel like I'm right - it was a work carnival.
My dad can't remember shit, but my mom has a great memory so I tend to believe what she says u8
I love scars. People shouldn't be ashamed of them. It just shows you got hurt but you were strong and lived through it.
I remember bonding with my dad's ex over our scars xD

I know people take something for ADHD that hypes them up if they're lethargic.
Maybe that's what they're doing xD
They do taste terrible, but I admit I drink them because I'm always tired and have no energy.
I drank a new one the other day that was literally Coke and coffee.
It was horrible uB

My dad loves me a lot and is proud of me. I don't know why Bu

The bat was fine. I remember him telling us he caught a bat and got bit and we said "Is the bat okay uB"
I like bats. People have said they're ugly but they look cute to me 8u

*hugs for Moi* Just remember: the only definition of "successful" that matters is your own. However you define it. Whether that's in line with what most people consider success or not.

Re: Bats: <3 Bats.

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