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Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 12:23
by Deer In Gray
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I don't have many baby pics on hand.
I have the one I posted on my FB for TBT, lol.
[ I was cyoot :u ]
:: Masami ::
8u You also suck. <3
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Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 12:56
by Deer In Gray
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I'm just gonna rant in here because Masami is sleeping, lol.
Spoiler
I am seriously considering leaving Angel, and that sucks because baby.
If I'm not with Angel, I really don't think I can handle a baby on my own.
Today, I was planning on going and maybe getting our phones reconnected,
and paying the late-ass car payment, and whatever else we need to pay.
Apparently, Angel had other plans for his paycheck [ aka, drugs ] and got
a giant attitude with me because I wanted to go DO WHAT WE HAVE TO DO
before he wasted his entire check like he did last week, then somehow finds
a way to blame ME for our lack of money all the time. So he gets out of the car
and throws the keys at me and walks away without saying bye or anything.
This is this morning, after he spent all last night being a broody beeyotch with
a teengirl attitude, and when I tried to confront him about that, he pretty much
blew me off and ignored everything I said, meaning I got over it and just went
to sleep because I really didn't feel like dealing with his random bitchiness.
Anyway, now I have to sit here all day being anxious as shit because I have no
way to contact him, our phones are disconnected, and he's being a bitch so he
probably won't call, and I just have to sit here and wait until MAYBE tonight
when he MAYBE needs a ride home, he COULD just get one with his friend.
He's spiteful as fuck so he might not even bother to tell me when he goes home.
Which is fine, because quite honestly, he can suck a dick at this point.
I'm thinking about just staying the night here at my mom's house because I don't
want to be around him. And since they're probably going to repo our fucking
car because he likes drugs more than paying bills, AND he has court on Monday
anyway and may or may not go to freakin' jail and leave me with all this shit to
pay for while he's not around and working . . . =______o I feel so trapped.
I love him to death but 99% of the time I feel like he doesn't return the feeling.
If he did, he definitely wouldn't treat me the way he does.
I want to be with someone who loves me, and I thought that was him.
But I really don't feel it anymore. The only thing I feel around him is LIKE SHIT.
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Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 13:00
by Kaiamond
Light: oh wow! well, welcome back! glad to have you back, then!
Aki: I've got two, and I'll say it now.... my mom was determined to put me in frilly dresses with ribbons and bows... and I look weird with no hair.
and I just noticed, the puffy sleeves she insisted on putting on me makes me look like a football player. And I think you can tell that I'm not happy about the whole situation.
Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 13:14
by Deer In Gray
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Awww ; ;
Cute chubby football player baby. 8D
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Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 14:51
by Chronosplit
@spoiler
I'll be honest. If drugs are that high of a priority... things won't be that great in the household for the child. I mean really, big red flag there. :<
Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 17:00
by Deer In Gray
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You're tellin' ME. Lol.
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Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 17:59
by KimiLavender
*hugs Aki* Do what you think is best, for you and the baby.
Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 23:13
by Kaiamond
I have to agree, it really doesn't sound like he's decided to be an adult or a father. And he certainly shouldn't have drugs ANYWHERE near a baby, or even a pregnant mother. Could cause serious problems. And if he's treating you like shit, and is just making you take care of everything by yourself anyway, then it's not really worth it... neither of you will be happy, and that'll mean an unhappy baby, too. You at least are thinking right!
If you can, look for a desk job. Even see if a local daycare needs help, because then you can take the baby to work?
Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 11th, '14, 23:49
by Deer In Gray
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I really shouldn't talk so much shit about him, lol.
He's a good guy and he does love me, he just has his issues. I have mine, too.
He really does make me so mad that I do want to leave him sometimes,
but I wouldn't really do that. >>; And I'm glad I have everyone's support
but keep in mind that when I come in here and bitch, he pissed me off.
And when I'm mad I'll just typetypetype, but I love him very much.
I also wouldn't take his baby away from him, I know he loves the baby
and he WANTS to be a good father.
:/ I have to help him get over his issues but I honestly don't know what to do.
He's so frustrating sometimes I just want to be like fuck it and stop
bothering myself with it. D,8 SIGH.
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Re: { 秋 } [ нєxcσdє ] [ Aki can draw again ~ ♡ ]
Posted: Jul 12th, '14, 02:26
by Light of Aurora
I'll just say this Akii, drug is not issue, it's a serious problem which will one day come to your head and hurt you and your baby.Love won't save you from problems that you'll most certainly have if he keeps doing drugs.
Love won't feed you and your baby when he spends his entire paycheck. SO think carefully, if you love him more or your baby.
From my point of view, good father will think about you and your baby needs not his needs for drugs.
I know I am just a stranger, but I have read so many bad things about people who are like that, and how their spouses, girlfriend etc, got hurt.
