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I know that it HAS to happen.
There's no escaping it, the baby HAS to come out some time, haha.
I'm just nervous about the outcome. Once I give birth I'll be a mom, and then
my life will revolve around my son. xD I don't know what that's like.
I don't know if I'll be good at it. The actual BIRTHING part doesn't bother me
too much. I know it'll hurt but once I have my son in my arms I'm sure
that pain will go away ~
In slight relation, my Mom is so annoying.
She thinks she knows how to be pregnant still. xD Things are different now,
they're not the same as 16 years ago when she had her last baby. She
doesn't know everything anymore but she insists on trying to tell me how
to be pregnant and it's annoying as fuck. And whenever she says something
and it's wrong and I try to tell her otherwise, she just blows me off like I'M
trying to be a know-it-all or something. >> I despise people who can't just
take being wrong with dignity and learn from it. I've been trying to tell her
about my after-baby plans, about losing weight and breast feeding and
all this stuff, but she's convinced that I won't breast feed just because when
she did it, it hurt too much. Therefore I won't go through with it. Because she
didn't. >_>. And I'm going to be too tired from taking care of the baby to do
anything other than take care of the baby. Apparently she knows everything
in the world and I don't. xD It's getting to the point where I don't even WANT
her in the delivery room with me because she's probably going to be in there
trying to tell me the opposite of what the nurses tell me, then getting pissed
off when I choose to listen to the nurses instead. Or just generally being an
asshole like she usually is, and while I'm giving birth I will probably not be in any
type of mood to deal with her crap. >_>
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「ι gσт α вσу мєσтנιη ⋆ ι gσт α вσу cнαкнαη」⇦
「ι gσт α вσу ⋆ нαηdѕσмє вσу, ηαємαм dα gαנуєσ gαη」⇦
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