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Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 9th, '21, 19:57
by memoriam
How's it going? I'm having a migraine week so far!
Can't really be online much because of it. I feel useless.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 10th, '21, 03:14
by Moi
jacobgrey: Weirdly enough, it feels like a giant hand squeezing my muscles and not letting go.
I'm not being a smartass, that's what it feels like.
Like I've gotten cramps in calf muscles for years and it's not the same feeling.
Rayven: I need to check the episode I was talking about because I can't remember why he collected tears xD
I went to kick a can and missed uB
Mem: uB -massages brain-
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 10th, '21, 13:11
by jacobgrey
Hm, it might be different in the end then. Mine feels like... I don't know. Like a kind of wrenching pain if I move my leg in the 'wrong way'. The closest I can say is that it feels like I am made of metal, and my leg got rusted XD
Mem, hope your migraine gets better. I recently tried CBD chocolate for the first time (I said I never would but here we are) and it took away a bad headache that was on the way to migraine development. But then I immediately had to stop eating CBD stuff because it can be harmful to babies, so basically I can only have it while I'm on my period since then I know for sure I'm not pregnant XD
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 10th, '21, 21:38
by Moi
Mine seems to be random.
It'll disappear for a while and I'll be walking and it'll feel like someone ran up and punched me in the leg and I can barely walk.
It's a new thing - I've never had that issue until recently ._.
If I bring up pain or going to pain management, people just tell me to lose weight.
Like, I know I need to lose weight, but I can't do it when I CAN'T WALK >Bu
I wish I had my own pool - I'd swim to lose weight ;0;
Like water freaks me out, but it'd be the easiest way to lose weight for me.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 10th, '21, 23:49
by jacobgrey
FFFFFFfff yeah the lose weight thing pisses me off. I know I need to lose weight myself, but the issue is I'm in pain. So you tell me how I'm supposed to exercise myself thin when I'm in pain. Or how I'm supposed to regulate calories when my body is ALWAYS hungry, I'm always stressed out and tired, and food is one of the only things that feels good.
People just seriously look at you and think oh you're fat and lazy so that must be why you're in pain. No bitch, how about I'm in pain so it made me stop wanting to move and get fat? >:|
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 11th, '21, 02:35
by Moi
"You need to lose weight! What? You can't walk? Losing weight will help with that!"
\UB</
See, I don't eat that much food and people have told me my body might be in constant starvation mode so that's why I can't lose weight.
But I mean...I just don't eat a lot ._.
Sometimes I just have zero interest in eating.
Like say...someone wants to get with you to watch this movie and you're like "Eh, not in the mood to watch that one 8u"
That's me with eating.
I get to where my body won't work right until I eat something.
Usually it's my mom telling me "You need to eat something >8U/"
I've never had issues with eating fruits and vegetables so it's not like I only eat bad for me food.
It just get irritating when any time I say I'm in pain, I get told "It's because you're fat! Lose some weight!"
You try going for a walk while it feels like there's a knife in your knee >Bu
Like there's gotta be something to help the pain stop so I can exercise...
I'm just going to get older and worse.
Also, sometimes people tell me "You look like you've lost weight!"
I tell them I must have lost brain cells because I'm still fat.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 11th, '21, 14:41
by jacobgrey
Hahaha that last line XD Sometimes J says he thinks I look like I've lost weight but I think he's just trying to be nice or butter me up for something. Because almost every time, it's right after I put on weight XD
See, that's crazy. People telling you that you need to lose weight when you barely eat anything as it is. It's just ignorance.
I know I eat too much personally, but damnit, I like food. And I used to be so poor I couldn't afford to eat, so you know what? Now I can afford, to eat... I'm eating. Bite me.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 11th, '21, 20:37
by Rayven
mem-I hope your head feels better.
Moi-Wow! You must have kicked really hard to wind up kneeing your forehead. XD If you had kicked that can it probably would have gone really far. O.O
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 11th, '21, 22:14
by Moi
jacobgrey: Could be or it could be that you have lost weight 8u
I know I don't look like I have lost weight, but I've also noticed a lot of my pants and shorts have started falling off of me like I've lost weight 8u
Yesterday I ate some pineapple chunks and a couple cinnamon rolls.
My mom told me stop eating so much.
Out of the whole day, that's all I had to eat and that's EATING TOO MUCH.
You know, to me, having three meals a day seems closer to eating too much than a can of pineapples and some cinnamon rolls Bu
I LOVE pizza, but sometimes I don't even want that 8,u
Rayven: That I did 8,u
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 12th, '21, 13:21
by jacobgrey
@Moi that would be nice but I weigh myself every other day without fail, so I always know whether I've put on or lost... and I've almost always put on 