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Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 27th, '21, 03:25
by Moi
Any time I'm sick or in pain or feel off, I get told "Well, me too so get over it!"
I remember being in a lot of pain with my stomach and puking 7 times in a row.
I told my mom I was really sick and scared and she said "Well, what do you want me to do about it!?" and went back to sleep.
No one cares about me. Then they lie to my face and say "We care about you!"
Really? You ignore me, dismiss what I say, and tell me to get over it when I'm sick or in pain or suffering.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 27th, '21, 19:33
by jacobgrey
@Moi I'm sorry. You deserve more than that 
For sure, believe that we care about you here and we definitely listen and care when you say something isn't right.
@Mem: I don't ever take hours to write a post BECAUSE I have extreme anxiety about the post getting deleted/lost if I take too long 
Guysssssss~~~~~ I don't know what, I just feel... restless? I'm like HEY LET'S DO SOMEthing i don't know what okay just ignore me over here
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 27th, '21, 21:26
by Moi
Yeah, people online seem to care more most of the time.
Which is good but kind of sad 8u
Would this energy drink help you 8u/
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 28th, '21, 13:16
by memoriam
@Moi: *hugshugshugs* What jacob said, we do care and we're always here for you
And what the hell is "what do you want me to do about it?" supposed to mean?
I want you to at least show some compassion and maybe offer some mint tea at the least, jeez. Offering to take you to a doctor wouldn't hurt either. It's not that hard
Yeah, it is kind of sad that strangers who you've never seen care more than the ones who are near, close and even related by blood... It confirms that saying that friends are nature's way of saying sorry for your shitty family
@jacob: Meanwhile I get distracted by just anything while writing my posts XD And after I get distracted, I forget I was making a post and go do something else entirely XD And then I remember, oh, wait, I was writing a post, did I submit that?
So yeah
Hahahahaha, that's me for the past few weeks xD Totally restless, hyper, jumping around for no reason etc. Then of course I suddenly have no energy only to get excited again for no reason a few hours later XD
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 28th, '21, 21:48
by Moi
She got an attitude with me when I asked her to go get me some medicine when I was sick a couple years ago too.
Same sickness. I get random bouts of...I don't even know what causes it.
I get horrific stomach pains and constant vomiting and stuff - I don't think it's food poisoning but I don't know what it is.
It happens randomly.
But I woke up in the middle of the night with horrible stomach pains and vomiting.
I asked her to please go to the store and get me something.
She complained but eventually got me some.
Then I swallowed it and immediately had to rush to the bathroom and puke.
I tried covering my mouth and ran as fast as I could to the toilet, but I ended up throwing up a little on the floor, myself and in the toilet.
She bitched me out for puking on the floor and told me I should have done it in the toilet.
Like...I can't even with that response.
I swear to God, if I was dying from cancer, these bitches would still treat me like shit.
And I feel that they don't love me and if I bring it up, they tell me "Of course we love you!"
>____>
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 28th, '21, 22:46
by memoriam
Yeah, because saying "we love you" proves that they do, not the way they treat you...
Actions speak louder than words. I'm sorry they're so terrible to you
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 29th, '21, 02:10
by Moi
I remember asking my aunt one time if she even liked me.
She said she loves me and hugged me.
Like...I have to wonder because she was so hateful to me all the time xD
People also think they can be abusive then you show affection and it means they're not abusive.
Sorry, if you beat on someone constantly then give them a car - that doesn't mean you're not abusive.
It shows you're abusive and manipulative Bu
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 29th, '21, 13:15
by jacobgrey
Exactly, UGH. Moi, come to England and live with me so I can protect you from these meanies >:|
I am doing some kind of procrastination also lol Mem. I am on a really strict schedule right now or I won't make my deadlines, and yet here I am, on Kofk. Roflllllllll also I booked in three Korean lessons over the next two weeks and I really shouldn't have because now I don't really have time. I didn't even have time to do the homework for today's (about to start any minute) lesson, so I hope the teacher isn't mad at me.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Mar 29th, '21, 21:27
by Moi
I wish u,B
I keep forgetting to collect my eggs from the room chibi >8u
I was collecting them at 1:30, then I forgot and it was 2:00, I forgot again and now it's about 2:30 >8u
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Apr 2nd, '21, 16:57
by memoriam
Haha, that's what I always do with these room items as well
I have 5 or 6 room contest trophies and I don't collect the food from them anymore because I forget
(Haha, I forgot I was making this post, literally continuing 3h 45 minutes later
)
I talked to my psychiatrist about my distractability and focus issues without mentioning adhd or anything else. She asked if I had been diagnosed with adhd in childhood and if I have any family with bipolar disorder. Also, she said I'm having a hypomania episode rn xD I mean, certainly seems like it, Ash was so freaked out by my happy moods he went away to his stepdad and sister by the German border (just kidding, he went there to spend the Easter with them, I didn't want to go because I hate spending more than a couple hours at somebody's place, and we needed some time away from each other because even though we're not sick of one another it's still healthy to take some breaks and not be together 24/7 like for the past year or so), but I don't mind being hypomanic. It's kind of dope after that depression, lol. I mean, I'm kind of worried about crashing back into it but oh well. We'll see.
Anywho, my MD prescribed another medicine that's used in bipolar to calm the mania down, so I guess she's testing that way. And she said she'd like to finally meet me in person in two weeks. I suspect hardcore observation of body language, facial expressions and all that jazz
Edit: I noticed a typo and lolled, but it reminded me that this morning I opened a banana and it completely broke off and fell to the ground and I CACKLED XD