I finally read a whole book this year XD And no, it's not the one I began reading in December. I'm still waiting for my lazy ass to get motivated to continue that one XD I'm kind of upset with myself for not reading but also I'm kind of proud that I actually finished reading something and still in the first half of the year

Słowodzicielka XD Hard to translate, it's a made up word xD I suppose it's a play on words 'word' and 'mother/female parent'. It's by a Polish author, I don't think it's been translated yet (if ever, lol). The story is about three side-characters on a search of their plot and the protagonist. Then they meet the author, find out they're made up, there's crossing of worlds and all sorts of craziness. It was hilarious, I was horse laughing all the time XD Can't wait for next volumes, I'm already addicted

But in our reality we do have feelings, so even if we're a simulation, it is designed to immitate emotions and feelings. So if you found out you're part of the simulation, you'd still feel something about it, no?

I don't believe finding out would make you disappear, it would more likely give you an existential crisis because your whole existence is a lie but you're still here, so it's hard to comprehend at all.

I once attended a funeral of a distant family member and during the burial I asked my sister: "so who was that person again?" and she had no clue either xD Completely pointless.
My grandma's sister had a man who died unexpectedly last year or maybe two years ago (or idk when, time doesn't mix with me, lol) and even though I've seen him more often than let's say my godfather, I still didn't go,because I didn't actually know him. Sure, he was dear to my aunt, but I barely know her too. I mean, I know she's a chatterbox XD And that she has Hashimoto's and her stomach has no boundaries and that she's quite argumentative for a Libra but hey, I don't know her birth chart so idk. Maybe she has some overpowering placements.
Anyway, I still don't care. It's sad he passed away, but I have nothing else to say.
Idk where I was going with that story

I like graveyards because of all the lights looking nicely at night. And they're usually quiet. Other thsn that, yeah, it's just bodies. It's more important to cherish the memory of the person and not to cherish the place of their burial. Once a year is enough for me.


Loool, if I were you, I'd ask them if they know something I don't about my health because I feel fine and I ain't going nowhere XD