idk, I've been kind of having an emotional break-down, is been lasting since saturday night.. it's just all this pain with the lung issue is starting to really get to me.. and I realized that by November 18 it'll be a whole year of non-stop pain, and 'wait and see' verdicts
I tried calling my dr today, and I was told he's in an operation with a patient right now, but they'd tell him to call me when he was finished. so fingers crossed for good news

aw, don't be upset :(
what's wrong?

yeah, I dislike most doctors too :(
my current specialist though says he is willing to do the operation, just he's not sure if I'd want to because there's a chance that it won't help. but there's still a chance that it might, so I need to do this.

you could do hobbit meals, like in Lord of the Rings?
so:
Breakfast
2nd Breakfast
Eleven-sees
lunchen
Afternoon Tea
Dinner
Supper

I am back~ I wandered off and painted~

Photos have been posted to FB~

*huggles Amanda*

It'll be okay~ The operation will be successful and your lung problem will go away! *nods*

And Foxy, that totally sucks man... I hope the best for you... and Amanda is right, do the hobbit meal plan, it's better that you eat several smaller meals throughout the day than three large ones, keeps your metabolism up and helps drop weight!

I figured several large meals!
*hugs back*

I hope it goes well too *nods*

OMG!! the paintings are AMAZING!!!
love the textures on the trees and mountains!

Probably spoken like a true hobbit~

Thank you thank you~ I think it needs a lot more work... the foreground kind of became a blob of a mess~ But I am extremely happy with the sky~ I love it! I'll see what I can do after the paint dries some, maybe I can fix the foreground and make it not look like a blobby mess~

it's so amazing though!!