Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 13th, '21, 03:38
I wish my mom would leave me alone for two months lmao
To be fair, many boys/men are hoodlums at somestage of their life.
@Jessibuns: Haha, that bad for you?
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Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 13th, '21, 15:56
@Moi: Lol, way to go for the police to blame your mom. Like the guy wouldn't try to get in the car with all three of you in there, especially he wasn't mentally sound, in which case I think they were absolutely wrong to not confine him in some sort of way, after all he did punch a person and for unknown reasons was tryingto get into a car with a young adult and a child, wtf.
To be fair, many boys/men are hoodlums at somestage of their life.
@Jessibuns: Haha, that bad for you?
To be fair, many boys/men are hoodlums at somestage of their life.
@Jessibuns: Haha, that bad for you?
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 13th, '21, 20:55
Yeah, apparently he was at the store with his parents and he wandered away from them and went out into the parking lot and tried to get into our car.
I didn't have the keys or a horn or a phone to use so I had to wave frantically at people, hoping they'd see me and go get help.
Luckily this nurse lady did see me.
I swear one woman saw me and just kept walking to her car =__=
I wanted to be more understanding and stuff but I was so angry.
I know he wasn't mentally sound but I don't care - he gave me lifelong PTSD.
I never feel safe in a parked car anymore.
I constantly lock the doors and make sure they're locked even when my mom had just locked them.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 14th, '21, 11:46
Mentally ill should be under proper care of people who would make sure the ill person doesn't cause trouble. His parents should've paid more attention.
But you probably need some therapy for that PTSD situation, you can work through it and let it go for your own sake. I understand why you're still angry about it all.
Man, I am not happy with my avatar... AGAIN ;____;
But you probably need some therapy for that PTSD situation, you can work through it and let it go for your own sake. I understand why you're still angry about it all.
Man, I am not happy with my avatar... AGAIN ;____;
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 14th, '21, 20:41
I mean, I do go to therapy but I'm still incredibly anxious. I think I will always be a ball of anxiety.
Last I talked to my therapist, I told him I was afraid I'd die if I left home and he told me "There's Possible and there's Probable! Could something bad happen? It's possible but is it probable? No, it's not 8U"
I started to say "I bet the people who got murdered when they were at the store didn't think it was probable either Bu" but I didn't xD
Your last one was really good u8
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 15th, '21, 01:39
It's unhealthy to live your life in that kind of fear.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 15th, '21, 03:38
It's all part of having an anxiety disorder 8u
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 15th, '21, 11:52
@Moi: Haha, yeah, I'd think the same thing, it's like sometimes your therapist forgets you have a great comeback that makes more sense to you than their explanation xD
Do you have some medical aid for the anxiety? I know some antidepressants can lessen the symptoms a lot. I think mine does, not sure, I'm too lazy to check the leaflet
@blue: Yeah, it really is, unfortunately getting rid of such fear isn't easy
You can get it from one short even and then you're in constant healing process for years.
Also, hi, did you just join the site?
*hugger assault*
Do you have some medical aid for the anxiety? I know some antidepressants can lessen the symptoms a lot. I think mine does, not sure, I'm too lazy to check the leaflet
@blue: Yeah, it really is, unfortunately getting rid of such fear isn't easy
You can get it from one short even and then you're in constant healing process for years.Also, hi, did you just join the site?
*hugger assault*Which last one, I've changed it like 30 times XD Idk, I can't make up my mind, nothing fits together. *frustrated flail*Moi wrote:Your last one was really good u8
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 15th, '21, 20:49
Uh...I don't remember which one xD;
I just saw it and was like "Wow u8"
I was taking three medications but they got rid of two and doubled one.
I also have issues sleeping, which seems to add to my depression and anxiety.
Doesn't seem like anything helps my anxiety disorder.
If anything, I'm getting worse.
I haven't seen my therapist in about 2 years because of COVID.
Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*
Posted: Oct 16th, '21, 19:35
Haha, thanks anyways 
I'm more content with this one QwQ
Yeah, sleep issues add up to that, but it's also a symptom of depression. Probably of anxiety too
2 years!
And they didn't offer any compensation, like online meetings or at least over the phone? I've been seeing my therapist online for the most part of the pandemic, I can't even imagine completely stopping my therapy, I'dbe so much worse than I already am. And I think I'm doing quite allright lately. Unless you count the weepiness alternately with some hypomania symptoms, lol
I'm more content with this one QwQ
Yeah, sleep issues add up to that, but it's also a symptom of depression. Probably of anxiety too
2 years!
And they didn't offer any compensation, like online meetings or at least over the phone? I've been seeing my therapist online for the most part of the pandemic, I can't even imagine completely stopping my therapy, I'dbe so much worse than I already am. And I think I'm doing quite allright lately. Unless you count the weepiness alternately with some hypomania symptoms, lol