Kingdom of Knuffel

Ah. 8u

Me too. Because I need more money xD

Yes. I just don't like people that pretend like they're holier than thou, while doing bad things.
I also have a strong distaste for church people.
Not all church people, but I can't trust anyone that constantly smiles and talks about God and Jesus and loving everyone.
Their words are empty and their smiles are fake.

I've gotten much more cynical the past few years xD
Comes from getting bitchslapped from every direction by people I trusted.

I need money toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

I think Christianity does say Jesus loves everyone. He just doesn't like sins.

Me too. I'm trying to fix it, though. It's not working out for me.

I grew up in a Christian school.
Preschool to tenth grade when I dropped out.
I've learned a lot and read the Bible a lot.
Not read all of it, but I know some things.

My uncle got out and was big into this church.
He's more cynical now and says they're not good people.
Mostly put on a show and such.
And I already knew that, but I didn't say anything because he was happy.

Seems like I trust less and less.
Unless I love someone.
Then it just destroys me 8D

My mom raised me to always be weary of people.
Especially males.
So I'm mostly afraid of all males unless they're close friends and family.
Which isn't fair, but you know u8

It's hard to break old habits. My parents made me paranoid about online stalkers. So I hardly ever post anything really personal about myself. Even my facebook name is a pseudonym!

My dad did that too.
I got my account suspended on Facebook two or three times.
One time was for using a fake name. I see others using those, but they don't get suspended >_>

I got my account suspended for having too much personal info.
I had my REAL name and a picture of me.

Third time, I don't remember u8

You been doing okay, Zia 8u?

*bats eyelashes* I'm sure it's only a matter of time.

I've got an account with my "real" name and my real face on it out there somewhere. But "real" because it's not my legal name. Maybe I'll get both suspended at the same time. What a confusing site. Maybe they were changing their policy on personal information.

I suppose, yeah. How are you? It's been a while. Are you doing okay, too? Last time you posted was on my birthday. lol

It's really stupid because I don't want my name on Facebook.
I want my art name or this one xD
But when I change mine, I get fucked >BU
They asked me to send them a photo of my ID to get my account back.
Yeah, no u8

>XD
We should only meet at night, on your birthday, in oversized coats.
8u

I'm doing okay. I learned my dad may need to start dialysis because of his kidneys.
I also got to see my counselor and that helped a lot.
I talked to him about how my parents did stupid things and people are going to say they're bad people and worse, and I told him I'd want to punch them in their throats for badmouthing my parents because they're genuinely good people that fucked up.
But I told him I felt like a hypocrite because other people commit similar crimes and I think they're fucked up, but don't want people saying that about my parents.
He said it's understandable to feel that way, but that didn't help fix it.
xD

Pick a random name from baby-name site or something lol Not current one, but if you ever need to make a new facebook account again.

Oh god that sounds fun. My birthday is already over, though.
Plus, you do not want to be in my neighbourhood in winter. Or spring. Summer and fall are okay.

Oh god, I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm sorry I didn't come around here earlier. I feel like I left you hanging. I'm sorry.

It's always easier to judge when you don't have the whole picture, right? And easier to forgive when you do. It does make sense. You could always try thinking maybe those people just fucked up rather they they are fucked up, the way you think of your parents. Baby steps, right?

Though I do feel like a hypocrite when I say it because I'm super quick to judge, myself. I told my therapist that I feel like the people at this program I'm a part of want me to quit the program because they changed my appointment 4 times already and only give me the option of making appointments on one day a week. We tried reasoning maybe they're just not all that organized or maybe they want to make sure I'm paired up with physiotherapist who match my personality style but that's hard for me to swallow because then I'm the bitch for not being understanding.

They have no way of knowing if a name is real or not. What with all the names in the world. Which I find shitty to just assume no one is named whatever xD

>XD
What's it like in winter?
Aki told me they got a ton of snow the other day.

I don't expect my friends to always be around. Unlike me, you all have stuff to do.

I supposed so.

>XD
-places giant razor on your workspace- 8u
That's not suspicious at all.
I think people can pick up on things, but feel bad to just go with it.
I've sensed things in people and was proved right.
But I'm a person that runs on feelings and not logic xD;

Right? I had a classmate who had to use her Chinese name because Facebook refused to believe someone with a Chinese last name could have an English first name. Like, what if that was her married name? Super ridiculous.

Since I'm coastal we get more rain than snow. But when we do get snow, we get a lot. Especially because I live on what I like to call the snow-belt. It doesn't mean we get a lot more snow. We just have a lot of trees around providing shades so the snow take a long time to melt. And if it keep snowing,
it just keeps piling up. I've got a few pictures of me and my boyfriend standing next to piles of snow taller than us.

You have stuff to do, too. Like taking care of your sister. That's pretty impressive, in my opinion. It shouldn't take that much just to check my own thread once a day.

I think I'm a bit more paranoid than most. I was bullied as a elementary school student. There were people who I thought were my friends but then turns out they were making fun of me behind my back and stealing my shit and stuff. So I'm always afraid that people who are friendly to me don't like me as much as they act like they do. So if there's even a little bit of reaction that I find to be less than positive, I tend to hang onto it and think,
"Ah, I was right. They find me annoying, after all."

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