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Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 23rd, '21, 00:31
by memoriam
If you search a YT channel called What about Bunny, they have a video or two where Bunny (the dog) tells her owner what she dreamt about (using buttons). It seems they just dream about their everyday life, at least partially.

Wait, how do your eyes not hurt when you're staring at the bright screen in the dark? XD Mine hurt from that even during the day, so I lower the brightness to half and in the evenings I go to zero. It's grayish, but at least doesn't hurt my eyes as much.
My eyes are pretty sensitive to light, I can get blinded even with fully clouded sky, and sometimes even light surfaces. For example snow glistens wonderfully in sunlight but it hurts my eyes so bad :mcargh:

Hm, maybe it's not good for anxiety... But since it doesn't help with your sleep, will you be switching to something else?

Yeah, it's worrysome. I'm curious about what's going on, but also it's not my business so I'm trying not to think about it too much. I just miss an even during this time of year. It usually puts me in a more festive mood. I don't really enjoy the family gatherings (especially I celebrate the Yule and winter solstice, which is now, and I'd rather celebrate just this and alone), but the Doughnight always makes it a little easier to bear with.

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 23rd, '21, 02:58
by Moi

So they're like humans 8u

I guess because I'm so used to it? My eyes are really bad but the sun hurts them more than the screens do. I also know that my pupils are dilated more than normal.
My mom noticed it and my aunt noticed it too.
I also think the eye doctor noticed because when he tried to dilate my pupils, he couldn't tell if it worked or not.
Don't know why they're like that ._.

I can ask the doctor. I just haven't gone back...


I remember we had no Halloween event one year.
That was rough but I think starkad just didn't have time to do all the coding and stuff?
Firn might not have done the art either....I don't remember.
So I assume maybe they're busy or something.
I hope no one's sick ><

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 24th, '21, 18:17
by jacobgrey
I can use the computer in the dark too, and I'm also photosensitive during the day. so, maybe it's a thing? I'm not as bad as you though Moi, I can handle some light. I just prefer to wear shades if I can even in the winter.

@mem He was getting very agitated and crying out a lot. He makes crying noises when he's playing at the moment because they're the only noises he has (although this week he's starting to learn to make other sounds now and then - a kind of "oooh" noise). So it's hard to tell the point when it switches from "i'm playing" crying out and "I'm actually crying" lol. But I just keep an eye and an ear on him and when he seems to be screaming too much I pick him up. On this time he didn't stop making noise for ages afterwards when I was holding him, so he definitely got too worked up. he was swinging his arm in the air too, still trying to hit the play gym even though it wasn't there XD

Yeah, I don't know. Just another sign this site is on the way out. It's been slowly coming for years, honestly. I'm always kind of surprised when I take a week pr more out and come back and everything's still here.

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 24th, '21, 22:06
by Moi

Yeah, I just...don't go outside enough I guess. My eyes are like -HISS- THE SUN!!
Interesting fact - sunlight makes me sneeze sometimes ._.

I honestly don't want the site to ever go away.
I know that's impossible but I honestly don't know what I'd do ._.
All my friends are here...

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 26th, '21, 17:52
by memoriam
I see nobody had time to spare for kofk on the holidays, glad I'm not alone :mclaugh:
How did christmas go for everyone? Mine was surprisingly calm quarrel-wise, but I had a minor stressful hiccup the day before the Christmas Eve (which is the day of the family dinner here). I forgot to take my morning meds and got an anxiety attack I guess. Otherwise it went pretty smoothly.

I sneeze at light too! And not just the sun. It's funny.

Yeah, i guess it's the first of many signs that kofk is dying... I'm gonna miss this place. I guess people could stay in contact exchange mails and discord names or something along those lines. There's Whatsapp and all that kind of stuff.

@jacob: ah, so you use your mummy senses :mcglee: But yeah, I get it. Makes sense you can hear the difference.

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 26th, '21, 22:03
by Moi

Mine felt like just a regular days. Also, my tooth has been killing me so I wasn't very Christmas-y xD
My mom made some food and I hate some sweet potatoes the best I could.
She also had ham which I'm not entirely fond of and couldn't eat it anyways 8u

For me, it's mostly the sun but a lightbulb can do it too.

I'd be interested in seeing who all has Discord and maybe adding them...
I rarely go on Discord but I'd still like to talk to people I know on here xD

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 27th, '21, 18:02
by memoriam
Aw, I'm sorry about your tooth :mcsad: Is it better now?

I think I had discord at one point but I can't remember now. If I did it was probably on a different computer.

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 27th, '21, 19:56
by jacobgrey
Christmas was pretty weird for us. of course, we couldn't really do a normal routine or traditions because everything was dictated by when Mr. Fussy wanted to eat, sleep, and poop haha.
Also: he did a mega poop explosion in his Christmas outfit, and it went all over my special pillow too, which I just started using to help hold him when I'm sitting to give my back a rest. So, no more back resting until that's out of the laundry XD

Also, he got like 1023949124 presents and I got 3. I try to not feel upset about having fewer presents because I'm an adult now, but, sigh. My parents used to get me loads of stuff every year. I used to love Christmas so much because it was the only time they would really make a fuss of me. It was so they could brag about how much they spent on my presents later, but still. I liked it. And it's still a bit upsetting to go from that to just having three or four sets of people who care (J, his parents, and each of his sisters). These days we quite often get joint presents also[ so it doesn't feel as special. I'm trying to see B's presents as 'mine' because really, he can't use them anyway XD to make myself feel better.
Okay, first world problems rant is over XD


I tried to talk to a few people outside of the site before. Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. I don't know, I guess because this is an exclusive place where we come directly to talk to each other, while if you're on discord or Instagram or something there are also other people to talk to. Either way, we don't interact much anymore in those cases. It's sad.

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 27th, '21, 21:41
by Moi

Nope. Pain has spread to my jaw and my jaw is swollen. I can't open my mouth very wide and talking hurts.

I got like 3 shirts, a shawl, and some money 8u
Also headphones but they're really horrible ones xD;

I have a few people from here on Facebook.
We don't talk all the time, but I like knowing they're okay u8

Re: *⁂* Confetti Rain *⁂*

Posted: Dec 28th, '21, 13:55
by memoriam
@jacob: Lol, babies are a special kind of younger sibling, they both ruin your stuff but at least with your own baby you're not as mad about it :mclol: And where do they keep all that poop in such tiny bodies? XD

Hahaha, lowkey being sour about your baby stealing your thunder :mclaugh: Better think about some sibling for B before he gets as attached to the "I'm the star of Christmas" attitude as you did. I imagine it might be harder for a boy to live it down, if he develops an 'ego' :mcargh:
I also think his presents are more for you than him :mclaugh:

@Moi: Oh dayum! :mcomg: Can'tyou take some painkillers? Or go to a dentist/doctor?


I got some simple gifts this year, and I'm happy about that. I got a very nice winter mug with a white hare in the snow (Ash got a matching one but with a wolf), looks like it was painted in watercolors. A blouse (that I later noticed my grandma got the same one for herself... and I'm like... I don't want it anymore :mcargh: ), green tea, fancy pralines (delish!), ooh, I got two Disney jammies with Bambi! :mclove: , a pair of really warm socks I can't wearwith my winter shoes, but are awesome around the house, nice burgundy tights :mcsquee: (I get tights every year from Ash's step-dad, I always look forward to it, no joke, tights be expensive and I never know what I want, lol), some bodywash and deodorant, some other sweets, some more socks. Ya know, kind of basic, but it's nice.
I got Ash a DIY forest in a jar, it was fun making it with him (his bigass hands couldn't fit in the jar to put all the plants in there, so it was mainly his vision, my work :mclaugh: But a time spent nicely together and a nice decoration for him to enjoy, which is all I wanted :mccool:

Yeah, I got one kofk person on FB,but we never talk XD I'm not sure she's even here anymore.