Thanks guys. I guess I'm not alone then. But it's only the beginning and I still have hope

I keep catching a load of random thoughts about Dot during the day. But I don't dwell on it too much. At least it doesn't eat me away that she's not around anymore.
@Moi: Why would it be bad luck though? It seems counter-intuitive to me
Are your cats neutered? Some cat could've invaded Sabre's territory so he's a meanie again.
@jacob: Ah, yeah, I remember! That would be funny if you all were neighbours xD Also, I'd probably step in to your place and ironically more often than theirs because my bro-in-law is a pain in my ass
Mom talked to them yesterday to tell them we'll be planning our visit there and he was apparently very surprised that we were coming together instead of one at a time... He obviously thinks we're going there to raise his son for him...

Sir, no, you're the father, do your duty. He already did that with mom. She did come to help out, but he treated her like she was SUPPOSED to take the "burden" off of him because he needed to sleep to go to work later. Dude, you wanted a baby so badly, you made it, then don't turn your ass on it...

I feel bad for this kid whenever I think about it.