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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 15th, '15, 10:20 |
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Raine Seryn
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I'm definitely trying. =_= I've been really down lately cause I', like 75% sure I am losing my house in September. Kinda just waiting for someone to tell me to make it official. Hopefully I can find a place soon cause the stress of not knowing what's going on here is insane and I'm too scared to ask cause then it's like... I can't pretend things are ok anymore lol.
I'm really hoping things are actually mostly ok and I'm just being paranoid like in the past. Still tho, I want to move out cause this stress is not good for me. @_@
I'm trying to get work done today at least. I haven't really been online or done any work for a few days now. ;__; It's frustrating cause until a few days ago I was drawing like crazy and got so much work done. =_= I wanted to keep it going.
anyways.. sorry for that dump of stuff. >_>
How are you lately? ^^
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 15th, '15, 14:55 |
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Lily White
Joined: Aug 5th, '10, 22:57
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No, that stress definitely isn't good for you. I wish I knew what to say to make it all easier but I don't. I hope things sort themselves out and everything is okay.
I completely understand not wanting to know for sure for fear of having to face reality. It's a coping mechanism. *hugs*
You never have to be sorry for "dumping" on me. I never mind talking with you. I know we're not bff's or anything but you're one of the only people in my life who doesn't cause me stress, ever, ever. That's rare and I appreciate you for it! <3
You'll get your drawing back on track. I'm not proficient like you are but I can understand. I drew something the other day and then tried to draw again the next day and wanted to throw things. I just don't know why sometimes it's like, super easy and then other times it's like trying to bend over backwards. The worst part, for me, is that I never know which way it'll go until it's too late.
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 16th, '15, 06:57 |
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Raine Seryn
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Aww thank you ;u; <33 *hugs*
I feel more positive today. I've been saving up for a PS4 and my bf managed to find a deal today for only $200 and walmart matched the price for us. So I got it like half off *_* <3 I'm so excited. I really really want that new DLC for dragon age and now I only have to save up enough to re-buy the game and pay for the DLC <3 =u=
Some days things seem really bleak and other days it's like why was I even worried about things, yaknow?
Oh man I totally feel you with the art thing tho. I'll tell you tho that you get less and less bad days the more you push through it. Mine tend to come in chunks of like 1-2 weeks, but then after that I am so crazy productive.
I feel like for me art has become like exercise in the sense that I can keep going each day, but once I take a day off it's soooooo hard to jump back into it. @_@
I got a lot done last night tho. Almost finished lining the fullbody I was working on (just have to do the antlers and the lace details) and I got 2 adopts sketched for a collab I'm going to do. =u=
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 17th, '15, 03:29 |
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Lily White
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Wow! You did get a good deal on the PS4! I hope we can get one around Christmas -but I do have some issues with my wrist and I guess i'm a little hesitant anyway. Honestly, I kinda just like watching Alan play, lol.
I completely understand, some days it really seems like the world will end and then other days not so much and on those days you feel like omg why am I such a drama queen?!!? :p
I think -I just can't find my style and I keep trying to just get better and...it's just not fun and I dunno. I still hope to keep trying to get better with my art and maybe even eventually find a way for making art to be enjoyable.
I hope you're doing okay! Tuesday, Alan and I are going to Green Bay to see a doctor about IVF - it's about an hour drive one way but there's a cafe there that I like a lot. They have the best rose water lemonade and they put little flowers in it. I'm looking forward to that the most. <3
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 17th, '15, 03:36 |
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KimiLavender
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Rose water lemonade sounds really good :o
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 17th, '15, 03:39 |
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Lily White
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It is! It's just the right amount of tart and sweet. :]
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 17th, '15, 10:10 |
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Raine Seryn
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Aww that lemonade sounds so nice =u= <33 Good luck to you guys! <33
I understand tho. I like watching Kyle play things too. But certain games will interest me and then you can't get me away from them lol. I do a lot of wrist exercises since I draw so much so my wrists are ok tho. ;__; That sucks that you have a wrist problem. One of mine swelled and got really hurt a while ago, but it's better now after resting it.
Ahhhh good luck with the art stuff. I always remember at least kind of liking working on art, even when I felt I was super duper bad. Maybe you should try a change in mediums? Like make something out of clay or something idk? I tried out making small cupcakes and video game trinkets for awhile and it was really fun. And I had a friend who would make dragons and things. Now I use my leftover clay to make small x-mas ornaments with Kyle every xmas. >u<
But it should be at least kinda fun for you. So maybe play around with different things?
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 17th, '15, 20:50 |
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Lily White
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I've been doing yoga and one of the, well, several really, of the poses are really hard on my wrists so i'm working on trying to fix them. I don't think they're beyond repair but they do need some tlc.
Art is like, really emotional for me. I use it like therapy and sometimes I don't know. I don't know, I just get ahead or behind myself and inside out and blah, poop. It is what it is, maybe one day i'll figure it all out. I just want to be good at something and i'm not good at any thing. I'm a good cook but with my health issues, I can't cook! WaaWaaBooBoo 
I'll letcha know what happens tomorrow. Here's hoping!
Also, I might have fed your knoofles so if you get around anytime soon, go diggin!
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 18th, '15, 16:15 |
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Raine Seryn
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Ahhh I hope you can give your wrists that tlc they need then. ;A;
I understand, I use art for therapy sometimes too. Most times I just draw for work purposes tho. I rarely even save or post the therapy art I do cause it's always really bad and idk wtf I'm doing lol. XD
;___; I want to cook, but I'm so stressed out I can't find the energy. And then on top of that the boys haven't been cleaning the kitchen this past month so I have to clean every time I want to cook something and that's so much more work. =_=
I found out last night that when we got gas the other day it didn't pull from out bank account right away like it has every other time... so when I bought that ps4 I thought I had enough money, and then the next day that gas went out and I didn't have enough so it overdrew... but I had been keeping track mentally of what I thought I had and long story short I should have $55 and instead I am -$59. *sobs*
I wouldn't care so much, but I was counting one some money from paypal to pay for wednesday's dinner, but with the overdrawing it sucked that all up.=_=
Now I get to hope I can borrow money from someone.
*please can I just catch a break at this point lol*
Ohhhh good luck tho! I'll be sending positive thoughts for you guys <3
And thank you! <3 Even if I didn't catch them in time to dig it's nice exp for them ;u;
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Post subject: Re: Raine's Wild Knuffel Posted: Aug 20th, '15, 00:50 |
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Lily White
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Raine! Sooo tired! I had a job interview today and it was a 45 minute drive one way. I'm pooped but wanted to say hi. I'll give you a run down soon!
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