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Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 2nd, '21, 20:24
by Tam I am
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Happy Easter!
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 2nd, '21, 20:50
by Moi
Rayven: Sometimes my dreams are so coherent that I don't know if I dreamed it or not xD
Like my mom told me she bought me an energy drink and I didn't know if I was awake or asleep xD
I was stomping around and slamming stuff and calling her a c**t and my mom told me to stop saying that word because she hates it and she said our neighbors would hear me.
Didn't give a fuck. That poor little cat wasn't hurting anything and my aunt got a cactus up her hateful old bitchy ass.
Fuck her.
I told my doctor and therapist assistant and they just stared at me.
They said that's not good - not eating.
I told them sometimes I eat maybe 3-5 meals in a week.
I can't help it. If I don't want to eat - I don't want to eat.
I do it for no other reason than "Meh...I don't wanna eat 8u"
Sometimes I force myself to eat and it's really obnoxious and sometimes it makes me sick.
Thing is - I LOVE food. Always have. But I just don't feel like eating sometimes xD;
That being said, I think it's why I stay fat.
I do believe my body is in constant starvation mode.
But if I do eat, people tell me I'm going to get fat and that's why I stay fat.
Don't mistake that for me being anorexic or bulimic - I just get so tired of hearing naggy fucking people over and over and over.
"DON'T EAT THAT IT WILL MAKE YOU FAT!" "STOP DRINKING ALL THOSE SODAS THAT'S WHY YOU STAY FAT!" "EATING ALL THAT BREAD WILL MAKE YOU FAT!"
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
>Bu
Eh, I looked it up and it says it can cause stomach issues. I mean, I already have those so it makes no difference xD
My grandpa would cut them up and fry them and I'd always snag a few raw pieces for myself.
I KNOW I'm Mexican because my dad's side is clearly Mexican.
I KNOW I'm Native American because we've had family members that are.
I KNOW I'm German because my grandma was from Germany.
Not sure about the Irish or Scottish part xD
It's just what I've been told.
Yeah, I think that's it. My mom always says "Your face is so red!" when I mow.
But of course it's red - I'm mowing in the heat.
I have olive skin so I tend to tan easily so that's good at least 8,u
The first thing he said after he got out of surgery was "Strawberry malt."
Not "Hi." not "Hey, I'm okay!" not "I love you." but "STRAWBERRY MALT."
I love mocha frappes 8,u
They don't make me sick like Starbucks' does.
That is really good and nice of you 8u
We found out our neighbor's brother is doing really bad.
He got diagnosed with advanced cancer and I don't think he'll live much longer.
My neighbor also has like 20 tumors on his lungs.
I was so shocked by that xD
And he keeps smoking too.
I mean, when you got like 20 tumors on your lungs, there's really no point in quitting, I guess.
Mynah: I think most are better cold and crunchy 8u
Who wants hot and squishy u8<
Tam: Yay 8888D
It's so cute x3
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 6th, '21, 01:50
by Rayven
Did everyone have a good Easter?
My Easter was awesome and the egg hunt at church was a success!
Mynah-Thanks.
That was helpful! *nods* I had too many events going on and little time for any of them because of RL.
It all depends on what the dish is. I do love salads. I don't think I'd want raw potatoes in my mashed potatoes. O.O I don't mind them lumpy as long as they're cooked though.
Tam-Awww! She's adorable.
Moi-That would make it tough. XD Mine are very...foggy. I'm not sure that's the right word but anyway, it makes it obvious it's a dream.
I'm sorry she upset you over that. She should have left you and your cat alone. Reminds me of my dad and brother. They yell at each other outside and Mom tells them the neighbors will hear. XD
My neighbor has been saying the same thing that he doesn't feel like eating. I worry about him too but he has cancer. He needs to keep his strength up. I can always eat, even if I'm not hungry. XD
XD You could be. It's hard to tell just from family stories. Sometimes people get mixed up, especially if it's been a long time.
Push mowing is the worst! So sweaty!
Yeah, that's preferable to burning. XD
That's funny. XD He must have been high off of the anesthesia.
Well, I'm mostly doing it to serve God, but I'm happy to help my neighbor. But thank you,
Awww, that's sad. Yeah, I guess there's no point now. I'm glad I quit. I just hope it was soon enough. O.O
What did you do on Easter?
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 6th, '21, 02:04
by Moi
I'll never forget dreaming something bad and I just stopped and said "This is a dream >>" and waited for myself to wake up.
The neighbors should know us by now >Bu
Especially my aunt's big fat loud mouth.
That would worry me too. I know I ate something the other day and it did make me feel better. I was kind of lightheaded and had a headache and was in a bad mood xD
My mower used to propel itself, but it stopped working. I have to push it and it's heavy so mowing both yards is rough. My aunt offers to let me use her newer one, but I refuse.
If I mess it up in any way, I'll have to listen to her bitch Bu
So I'd rather push my heavyass mower around.
I don't know, he said strawberry malt before and after the surgery 8u
They had him not eating anything because of his gallbladder so he was hungry.
They gave him food after his surgery and I thought they said he shouldn't eat so we asked the nurse.
Meanwhile he was just chowing down Bu
I was like "Dad, let us ask if you can eat first uB<"
My grandpa quit smoking and lung cancer still killed him.
I remember being really upset by that.
Like you try hard to quit smoking and you succeed and you still die from it anyways =~=
My Easter was like any other day.
Nothing special happened.
u8
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 6th, '21, 09:01
by Dearest
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Happy Easter!
FUZZY BABY DRAGON!
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 7th, '21, 03:25
by Tam I am
Yup, Mynah. She came out of a painted egg.
Easter was good for me. Til the tummy ache hit. LOL Then after it was over it was good again.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 7th, '21, 05:07
by Moi
I'm sorry you had a tummy ache 8,u
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 7th, '21, 22:26
by Tam I am
It was my own fault, Moi. I knew what that much rich yogurt cheese in my rice might do. But it tasted soooooo gooooood.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 7th, '21, 23:24
by Rayven
It's hard not to eat things that taste so good even when we know better. XD
I'm sick!
I'm better than I was yesterday though. It's just a cold. I think. O.O I'm not going to get tested but I am staying home.
Moi-I used to be able to wake myself up from dreams when I was a kid. *nods*
XD I'm sure they do. We can hear our neighbors yelling at each other sometimes. Or at their dog.
It usually does if we can force ourselves to eat. I've been in a bad mood for two days. XD I started sneezing uncontrollably 2 days ago in the afternoon and I started feeling yucky but I thought it was just an allergy fit. But then I woke up at midnight that night with a very sore throat and a runny nose. I was fairly sick yesterday but I never got a fever. I'm better today but still congested and tired. At least I was able to get a few things done. Mom keeps telling dad to ignore my irritability because I'm sick but I was like, "But I still mean what I said." XD
Darn propeller!
Yeah, I don't blame you. I wish you had a better one though.
XD It was probably the first time he felt like eating.
I know. But maybe it gave him more years than he would have had otherwise?
Awww. *threatens to eat the Easter Bunny* Mine wasn't as fun as when I was a kid but it was nice.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 8th, '21, 02:19
by Tam I am
Speaking of eating bunnies, I was looking on Kiva yesterday at all the people who want to take out small or larger loans. And one young woman in Peru wants a few hundred dollars for guinea pigs, a wooden cage, and grass. I wonder how many lenders are going to realize that that girl is looking to raise food to sell.