I'm sorry about PTSD being a bitch

Did it get triggered or was it just plain "good morning Vietnam"?
I listened to 2 webinars while making avatars I probably will forget to use ever and then I painted my nails. I don't know what I'll do during next two webinars. Maybe I should change activities for today

Maybe coloring or something.
But hey, I listened to two out of four, so
*confetti rain*
I need those rains in my life. They're like holo stuff, they spark joy, lol. (Yes, I did use holo nail polish

).
I have no motivation, lol. I think I fell off the wagon when I flew to UK to see my nephew. I'm in love with him and now I have an even bigger baby fever

And I'm kind of bummed about my relationship atm so maybe that's why.