It's like my guardian angels spoke through you, they've been telling me the same and I keep worrying Q~Q I need to let this go, I don't know how, I'm bad at letting stuff go.
But there's good things to life, I finally got to sit down and start properly working on my freelance proofreading job. It's been a week and I'm further along than I was within the last 2 months. And I think it's sort of because Ash went away to Italy with his friends and now I don't have to commute from mom's place to his place and back again. It's exhausting. I couldn't focus well enough.
That or I'm manic again, oops xD I can't sleep lately and I feel like not stopping the work while it flows perfectly... Yeah, I might be manic...

I mean, it's hypomania, but still.