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Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 20th, '21, 01:57
by Moi
I'm wishing you happiness and energy, Tam \8u/
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 21st, '21, 01:25
by Tam I am
Thanks.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 23rd, '21, 21:34
by Rayven
The funeral was today. I'm exhausted from crying but hopefully, things can kind of go back to normal. My dad was a jerk today of all days.

Then he didn't go to the funeral like he was the hurt party. *rolls eyes*
Moi-That would scare me. Although, I've kind of been hoping to see my neighbor friend that just passed. I liked this certain flower that was in the spray on his casket today and a piece of it broke off at the burial site when the funeral director walked past it. I was planning on taking it anyway but his daughter-in-law asked me if I wanted a flower. I think it was meant for me. *sad smile* Also, when I was saying goodbye in my head a little blast of wind hit me in my face. It kind of felt like he was saying goodbye too.
I know what you mean. And even if it's true, telling someone that rarely helps. Awww. *hugs* I probably do that too. XD
That is sad.

I'm sorry to hear that but I'm glad he helped your sister.
XD
Sounds like my Casper. He has this habit of wanting petted and then going to eat a few bites and then wanting petted again. Repeat like..4 times. He's like,
Pet me. I'm a good cat because I ate my food. XD No wonder he's fat. *shakes head*
It's a different day. LOL
That's a genius idea!

If only I could. XD
Thanks. I cried a lot earlier this week but then I told myself he wouldn't want me to be miserable. Then I started crying again at the funeral today.

Everyone always thinks I'm having a nervous breakdown when I cry. O.o
How are you doing? Anything interesting going on?
Tam-*hugs* I understand. I've not been myself either. I hope you feel better soon.

Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 23rd, '21, 23:11
by Tam I am
*hugs for Rayven* *and for Moi*
I think it's just period brain. I hope it is. I really don't want to be this kind of self pitying *girl dog* all the time.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 24th, '21, 06:57
by Moi
Rayven: I'm sorry about that :\
At least he's at peace now.
I remember when my grandpa was dying, I got to a point where I stopped praying he'd make it and just prayed for him to be at peace.
It may be that you see him again. I didn't see my grandpa until like...2 years after he died. He was a nice man, but had his flaws and I worried that he wouldn't make it to heaven. One night I was walking past the kitchen and I saw his ghost standing there, smiling at me. And he was gone. Scared the hell out of me u8
But I know now that he was letting me know he was okay.
My mom always says that stuff - "It doesn't kill people to smile! Why do people not smile!? Life's not that bad!"
And I'm just like >_____>
I remember we were waiting for him for like 6 hours at the hospital and he came in with some small cakes and was like "Peace offering 8D;"
Aww that's cute xD
My Kiri would refuse to drink old water.
Eventhough it was like a few hours old.
I always told her "It'd break my heart if I came home and found you dead from dehydration because you refused to drink your water Bu"
Uh, crying when you're sad is normal u8
A lot of people frown on crying and I don't know why.
When I'd cry, I'd get yelled at for it - get told I had no reason to cry.
No, not really. Been feeling kinda meh.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 25th, '21, 01:41
by Tam I am
Smiling can hurt! I've gotten headaches from it.
*hugs for everyone* I'm still in grouchy mode, I wish this period would go die forever.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 25th, '21, 01:55
by Moi
It can die forever in a fire >8u/
-hugs-
I always hear "It take more muscles to frown than to smile!"
How? My face is resting. How is that using more muscles than using muscles Bu
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 25th, '21, 17:54
by Tam I am
So long as I don't have to feel the fire. I've been having enough hot flashes. XD
I think it's another of those thoughtless generalizations, like FIBRE IS GOOD FOR YOU.
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 25th, '21, 20:44
by Moi
Well, yeah that wouldn't be good u8
>XD
I thought you said FIRE IS GOOD FOR YOU.
I was like....but didn't we just say being in fire is bad uB
Re: Rayven's Nest-Everyone welcome!
Posted: Apr 27th, '21, 01:18
by Tam I am
LMBO! *hug*