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Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 5th, '12, 17:49
by ittybittyhippy
I still get that tight feeling in my chest when I see happy couples passing by....
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 5th, '12, 22:55
by Alith Anar
It's my real birthday in 2 days time and i am not looking forward to it as once again it looks like it's going to rain... Why does it always rain on my birthday even though it's supposed to be the middle of summer...?
I don't really love my boyfriend... I never have... I don't know why i'm still with him...
Work experience and the job centre are driving me insane... Why do i have to work with retarded idiots who can't even tell the difference between a shirt and a t-shirt?
I'm really worried about my nan going into hospital next week for surgery... I'm worried that she won't make it and i'll end up homeless again... But i'm also worried that if she does make it i'll have to do everything around the house...
I'm so tired...
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 5th, '12, 23:45
by ραριℓℓση ηιтєѕ
I hate going there!
I'm never ever going back!
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 7th, '12, 19:51
by ittybittyhippy
I haven't hurt myself for years, but now I find myself wanting to see some outward expression of what I feel. I don't know how else to do it, and the only thing that stops me is knowing that my mom and late grandma would be disappointed at my weakness. I know it would devastate my mom and cousin(s?), and my dad in spite of his nit-picking, so I just sort of exist. Reading used to be my emotional panacea, but even that doesn't help anymore. Now I don't know where to turn.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 8th, '12, 22:37
by La Demente
··=「《傲气》」=··
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[hubris]
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I love the mythos of the house.
Yes, do be careful what you wish for, but the story is just so beautiful.
Just so full of color
enough to color my world
Myth provides depth to life.
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[honor]
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··=「《傲骨》」=··
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 9th, '12, 00:27
by Cinderella
I'm starting to enjoy the feeling of being hungry. I blame my mom and all of her comments about how I'm not as thin as I could be, but I also blame myself, for not being strong enough to say something.
Also, I'm not strong enough to actually kill myself, but I've thought about it plenty of times. No one knows this, though.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 10th, '12, 20:17
by Raine Seryn
I am seriously sick of my brother and his nonsense. And I am irritated at my parents for not handling the situation. I understand he's your kid and you don't want to kick him out. But honestly.. he thinking he's entitled to everything, and that is not going to go over well once he's forced to be on his own. It'd be better if he learned now, while he has somewhere to bounce back to if it gets really bad... then later when he has no where to go.
I'm tired of there always being at least 3 other people here all the time. They don't live here.. so why are they always here? Why do random people use the shower? Why are random people eating all our food? It's so stressful for me to try to hide things in the fridge just so my dad can have dinner every day.
I just can't live like this. I can't deal with the stress of all these people all the time. All the drama. All the drugs. All the alcohol. All the parties. All the chaos. I can't do it. And I feel terrible that my bf is working 2 jobs to try to get me out. I hate that he's working 70 hours a week, and my dad is working really hard.. and here's my brother, no job.. no school.. nothing going on, but parties... just always making messes and costing us money. I'm sick of it and I don't know what else to do.
Why does moving out have to be so difficult? Why is it so hard to find a place that allows 3 cats? Why do I feel guilty for wanting to leave... I know things would be tight here without my help.. but they might be able to make it.... might... I don't even know. They might not be able to afford living here anymore without our help.
I'm so stressed out living here. I hope my brother gets a lot for his settlement from being hit by a car... then maybe he'll move out and I can have some peace...
I hate complaining about my home situation, because advice (while nice and appreciated) never helps... but I can't stop complaining, because living here, like this, makes me so unhappy.
I just want him to move out. I like living here when he's gone, and my cats like it. Why won't he leave?
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 10th, '12, 20:38
by Cat Lady
I'm not all that nice.
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 13th, '12, 23:35
by Alith Anar
I wish i could tell them how i really feel... :/
Re: Dirty Little Secrets...
Posted: Jul 14th, '12, 01:56
by Ziaheart
An hour wait just so you can go scream over a male stripper who isn't even all that attractive? Are you crazy?!? THAT's a PRIME MOVIE?!? What, is it about race genocide? Was it directed by the young Steven Spielberg? Alfred Hitchcock? Written by John Grisham? It's a fucking chick flick!